Did you see what I used to write?  Good lord... I'm sorry.  I know everyone has to express themselves somehow, but I missed the mark bigtime.  Who wants to read about my depressing ass life everytime I write in this thing?  I read most of the subjects for the entire backlog of my LJ, and I either had the best time ever or the worst time ever.  I'm ( Read more... )

Apparently, sirs and madams, I do.

I don't even remember the last time I posted.  *Opens new tab in Firefox, checks last post*  August 23, 2007.  Holy shit.  That's a long fucking time to just turn off my friends and not inform them of what's been going on.

Recently I had two reminders that people still searched me out on the interwebs.  Mrs. ( Read more... )

I'm back in Syracuse and I'm very ill prepared.  I probably should have thought about what I need to move in before I actually moved in.  Now I have to go back home and go to Syracuse again in the same day.  Lame.  But forget that noise, it's just noise.  Overall, I've been feeling much better than I ever have.  Wanna know why?  OK!

I'm becoming a ( Read more... )

As promised, I would deliver the good news.  I just needed a time to sit down and actually do it.  So yea, my life basically rocks right now.  Let me tell you why.

First off, I'm not that upset that I got rejected from the Los Angeles deal.  They turned down me, Vova, Jeff, Warren and Matt for some people who "looked better".  Seriously dude, screw ( Read more... )

Is this for real?  Could this last?

I feel good.  Really good.

Update later, just needed to get the word out.

First thing's first.  Responder stopped responding.  I'm alright with that.  I just want them to know (if they still read) they were a ray of light in my overcast sky.  Thanks again.

I'm living in one big oxymoron right now.  I have two conflicting things going on at the same time and while it isn't bad it's just bothering me.

Let me start by saying ( Read more... )

It started Sunday night around 9 when Wes finally arrived at my house.  In the morning, we were going to embark on a trip to Pittsburgh to see one of Jay Gilligan's juggling shows.  This was no ordinary show, it was a culmination of the last ten years he's been working as a solo artist.  He would come out, explain the reasoning and ideas behind his ( Read more... )

Finally, spring break has arrived.  Just in time, Syracuse was becoming overwhelming.  Just leaving the city for a bit has allowed me to unwind.  Friday, when I came home, I met my dad in Rochester and we watched 300.  What an awesome movie.  So much action, so many vivid images.  It was truly an epic movie, portraying Spartans as superheroes.  The ( Read more... )

Not to be disrespectful to some of you, especially Responder (who is a godsend), but went to talk to Kim today.  I came in skeptical but left feeling better.  It's honestly been a while since I found myself attracted to Kim, more like I just felt the need to be in a relationship with her.  I know that sounds like the same thing, but it isn't.  I ( Read more... )

For some reason, I thought it would be hard to concentrate on juggling with everything that has been on my mind recently.  How wrong I was... last weekend rocked.  Went to NYC for the sixth annual Juggle This! convention hosted by Pratt art institute.  Just being in the greatest city on earth when it's 55 degrees and sun shining was medicinal.  I ( Read more... )