I cant believe myself sometimes. I actually really irritate myself with the way that I am. I hate who I am. I hate almost everything about me. Even when Im with the very few people who make me happy and allow me to forget whats going on in my mind, I can still hate myself. Im sitting here, in my room, on a saturday night. I have no where to go, no ( Read more... )

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why do i keep putting myself and him through this. why cant i just be normal. why am i so dependent. how come i have to depend on everyone else for my happiness. why does no one understand. why doesnt he try to understand anything. how did god let me live this far into life. why am i so emotionally damaged. and why cant i ever get over it. no ( Read more... )

i dont think ill be posting too much in the futute, considering i dont have any more study halls... thats kind of sad but meh... things change ( Read more... )

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You Are a Visionary Soul


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people are so hard to understand sometimes... its like once you think you understand someone they go and do something you wouldnt ever think that theyd do... its very interesting, the way that people work... and itll be amusing to see how many other people i think i have all figured out but actually dont... sometimes i think its not me... sometimes ( Read more... )

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JACKIE FUCKING DITCHED US...She fucking never showed up to Prob Stat this morning with the gameboard that she said she did... I really do almost feel bad for Jackie beacuse I dont think she can help it, yet at the same time I kno she can... I cant believe she left us high and dry... Shes got three people who absolutly hate her guts rite now...Yet ( Read more... )