God I am So Lame...

[sunshinedoll]

I cant believe myself sometimes. I actually really irritate myself with the way that I am. I hate who I am. I hate almost everything about me. Even when Im with the very few people who make me happy and allow me to forget whats going on in my mind, I can still hate myself. Im sitting here, in my room, on a saturday night. I have no where to go, no

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[crumbofacookie]

i feel like you do.
as im sure chris may have told you.
life is just no good.
no good at all.

[sunshinedoll]

chris definitly doesnt talk to me anymore, at least not much at all.
i hope your life gets a little better Em.