i haven't had much to say in a long time and i'm fairly certain that none of the reasons that i started this even come here anymore. i graduated from college, thus finally escaping the place i had come to consider a prison for the last four years. i'm suddenly the top associate in the united states international banking center and i'm about to ( Read more... )

i wish i hadn't lied and said that i was lying.

i can't decide whether i was stupider then or whether i am stupider now.

i'm going to keep hitting you until you can't take anymore. do or die...i could go all night ( Read more... )

it's too hot for mental faculties; my brain cells are slowly falling into disrepair. the summer has been stagnant for a long while now and life isn't heating up alongside the temperature. disappointment has reared its head in the oddest places and optimism has almost magically appeared in the remnants of what used to be what once was. i never ( Read more... )

i'll never get over it.

alone in the dark with my mittens wrapped tightly around my hands; the show shines in the reflecton of a dozen stagnant headlights as i trudge through powder up to my ankles with some acoustics in my ear. it's been a year since i felt as at home as i do right now.

i just wasted another half hour of my life sobbing into the couch; it's been a real eye-opening week. thinking about it, i was never even this sad in spain. i've said for months that my roommate is my best friend, but i can't say that's true. he has a personal policy of being a jerk to me when it makes him look good and i can't stand it anymore ( Read more... )

there's a certain something that caught my eye about the cars in the parking lot this morning. walking down the mountain, under the willow tree with mud on my shoes, it just stopped me in my tracks. they gleamed; something i didn't know cars could do. all perfect and parallel sitting perfectly still under a cloudy sky, they still shone brightly ( Read more... )

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