Stay with me (16/17)
Title: Stay with me (16/17)
Rating: PG-13 (adult themes)
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, SiChul( unrequited love?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.
MASTERLIST
Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 || Chapter 9|| Chapter 10a | | Chapter 10b || Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a|| Chapter 12b|| Chapter 13|| Chpater 14|| Chapter 15
It suddenly became quiet as the atmosphere around Heechul and Sungmin grew serious. They looked at each other before they burst out laughing. The other members either laughed at the two drunk boy’s behaviour or shook their head at their stupidity. Leeteuk opened his mouth repeated himself for what seemed the hundredth time that night.
“You’ve all had enough”
Kyuhyun giggled swirling his alcohol bottle as he practically sat on Leeteuks lap.
“Oh lighten up Hyung we’re just having fun, it’s been such a long time that Heechul laughed like that”
Heechul head whipped up at the sound of his name. He pointed a very shaky finger at Kyuhyun.
“It’s Heechul- hic- Hyung to you”
Sungmin burst out laughing somehow finding Heechuls words funny. Heechul attempted to stand up and bow only to fall down back on his butt before laughing. Siwon watched as Heechul downed yet another bottle of alcohol. He was extremely worried about Heechul after all he had downed god only knows how many bottles of alcohol. Siwon found himself transfixed by Heechuls behaviour. How that tongue would peek out licking at those soft pink lips. How he would close his eyes and tilt his head back revealing that slender neck as he savoured that taste.
Heechul pointed at Eunhyuk before whispering something into Sungmins ear. Of course being drunk it didn’t come out as a whisper at all. Eunhyuk puffed his cheeks.
“I do not look like a monkey”
Donghae burst out laughing.
“Yes you do”
Eunhyuk sent a glare at Donghae before pulling his cheeks.
“Yeah well you look like a fish”
Everyone burst into laughter. It seemed Heechul and Sungmin weren’t the only ones who were tipsy. Leeteuk clapped his hands.
“Come on guys it’s time for bed remember Kibum coming back tomorrow.”
Heechul threw his hands up in the air.
“Yay Kibum!!!- hic”
Hangeng and Siwons body jerked forward as Heechul threw his hands in the air and kicked his legs.
“One more”
“Yeah!”
Sungmin cheered holding his empty bottle up in the air. Kyuhyun almost laughed when Sungmin nearly fell off his chair as a result of his movement.
“No”
Leeteuk stood up trying to protest against any more alcohol consumption. Kangin pulled the elder down silencing his protest. Sungmin and Heechul clinked their full alcohol bottles against each other. Zhou Mi glanced at Henry who appeared to be cracking up at nothing. Ryeowook poked Yesung who had been muttering under his breath and then chuckling.
Heechul and Siwon could do nothing but sigh as they were forced to carry an extremely drunk Heechul into the bedroom. Most of the members had called it a night a few hours ago but Sungmin and Heechul insisted on finishing their drinking game. The result was a very giddy Sungmin and a Heechul who couldn’t stand straight without holding onto something for support. Siwon didn’t know who was worse Heechul who couldn’t stand straight or Sungmin who they last saw making Kyuhyun give him a piggy back ride.
Heechul leaned heavily against Siwon for support. Siwon cursed himself as his nose started to bleed yet again. There was just something about having Heechul pressed up against him after everything that happened today. Finally they were able to place Heechul in a sitting position on the bed. Heechul held his hand out as he was going to say something important.
“I…you…hic…LOVE YOU GUYS…”
Heechul collapsed backwards pulling Siwon and Hangeng down into the bed as a consequence. Siwon could only sigh as he looked down a Heechul before clamping his nose that had started bleeding again. Heechul was looking straight at him with that smirk. Hangeng just rolled his eyes annoyed at Heechuls behaviour. If Heechul wanted to get drunk he should have done it when he wasn’t handcuffed to two other people.
Kyuhyun came into the room like an angel holding the handcuff keys in his hands. Heechul giggled at the feeling of Kyuhyuns hands griping his wrist to unlock the handcuffs.
“What happened to you?”
Siwon couldn’t help but ask. After all Kyuhyuns hair was in a complete mess his clothed were even rumpled. Kyuhyun let out a laugh as he ran a hand though his hair.
“Well after Sungmin made me piggyback him to the room he wanted to go all kung fu on my arse.”
Siwon backed away from Kyuhyun who now had an evil smile on his face.
“So what did you do?”
Siwon regretted asking that question when Kyuhyuns smile just got bigger.
“Oh I just handcuffed him to the bed”
Kyuhyun chuckled as he retreated from to room. Since Heechul was drunk he would give them a bit more time to get ready. Siwon shook his head at Kyuhyun before turning to look at Heechul with great care.
“Are you going to be okay with him while I get my clothes?”
Siwon bit his lip. He really didn’t want to leave Heechul alone when he was like this. IT was something stupid to think because Heechul wouldn’t be alone, he would be with Hangeng. Siwon wanted to hit himself when he found himself thinking that Heechul shouldn’t be left alone with anyone but him. Hangeng gave him a small smile telling him it was okay. After hesitating a bit longer Siwon finally walked out of the room. Hangeng sent a glare directed at Heechul who was laughing at nothing.
Hangeng rolled his eyes for what felt like the hundredth time that day. If Heechul wanted to get drunk he should have done it when he wasn’t handcuffed to him. Now Hangeng had to take care of that stupid man. It was a waste of his time. Heechul was pathetic and the less time he spent around him the better. Heechul even had the nerve to sit on his lap today and he couldn’t say anything because the other members were there. Hangeng clenched his fist. Heechul truly was disgusting.
Heechuls head snapped up. His giggles stopped and he stared at Hangeng. He wanted to cry when he heard what Hangeng said. He thought they were getting close to each other. He thought things were going back to the way they were before. Obviously Hangeng didn’t feel anything like that. Heechul wanted to cry but instead he got mad.
“What did you just say?”
Hangeng ignored the drunk man in the room ad continued searching for his clothes. Heechul shakily stood up; he even attempted to march up to Hangeng. Attempted because he had even intention of marching up to Hangeng though being completely drunk it was more like he stumbled his way to Hangeng before he stumbled into Hangeng. Hangeng shoved his lightly away because he knew this drunk Heechul wouldn’t be able to take much force. Oh how that ticked Heechul off.
“What the hell!”
Hangeng just rolled his eyes as Heechul glared at him. He understood that Heechul was drunk but his Heechul tolerance meter was way past its limit. Hangeng just wanted Siwon back so he didn’t have to deal with this completely drunk Heechul. The best thing to do in this situation is to walk away and that’s exactly what Hangeng did, after all this Heechul was pathetic. Heechul reached over and grabbed his wrist to stop him from moving.
“Let go”
“No I won’t!”
Hangeng slapped Heechuls hand away, which wasn’t that hard to do. Heechul legs were shaking, they really wanted to just give under his weight but his rage wouldn’t allow it. Hangeng had hurt him so many times. Hangeng had made him cry so many times.
“Leave me the hell alone!”
“No!”
Hangeng growled under his breath. He was starting to get very annoyed with Heechul. His fist clenched.
“What the hell is wrong with you? What the hell is you problem?!”
Heechul clenched his fists.
“What’s my problem? What the hell is your problem? One second our nice to me the next your yelling at me”
Hangeng smirked.
“For someone dunk you sure can talk a lot, why don’t you just crawl into the corner and pass out”
Heechul stood shaking from head to toe in rage.
“Your very existence is vile”
Oh how Heechul just wanted to slap Hangeng right then. He probably would have if he was only seeing one Hangeng instead of two. Heechul swayed slightly. Hangeng took a step forward looking like he was going to attack him. Heechul took a step forward but ended up stumbling. Hangeng was by his side in an instant.
“I’m only doing this because I don’t want the others to worry about you anymore than they have to”
Heechul pushed Hangeng away with surprising strength.
“Like I care what you think!”
Hangeng let an amused smirk spread across his face.
“I think you do…”
Heechul glared at Hangeng confused. Hangeng altered his voice to mimic Heechul.
“I…I have something to tell you. Please don’t interrupt, I love you”
“You asshole!”
Heechul took a swing at Hangeng but missed terribly. Hangeng was making fun of him about when he confessed his feelings. Heechul almost fell face forward but Hangeng grabbed his wrist and hauled him up. Heechul tried to take another swing but Hangeng grabbed his other wrist. Heechul head was spinning this was too much for his body to take. Hangeng moved so that his mouth was directly next to Heechul ear.
“You planned this all didn’t you”
Heechul thrashed in Hangeng hand so he let him go.
“Why do you always say that1 you think I enjoy being next to you!”
Hangeng rolled his eyes.
“Of course you do. You’re really disgusting making it like you’re the innocent one in this. You planned it all”
“No I didn’t!”
“Oh yeah what about (Hangeng mimicked Heechul voice)…We have no choice…You secretly enjoyed all of this. You so low. You gave Kyuhyun the handcuff idea just so you could get close you me. You absolutely disgusting”
“Oh FUCK YOU!
“What’s going on?”
Siwon had run into the room panting. Hangeng cursed Heechul for yelling so loud. Siwon looked from Hangeng to Heechul worriedly. He had ditched his search for a pyjama top when heard voices yelling but couldn’t make out what they were saying. Leeteuk came running through the door dragging a half asleep Kangin with him.
“What’s going on here? I heard yelling from my room”
Hangeng groaned internally. Heechul just had the wake the leader up. Leeteuk placed his hands on his hips demanding answers. Hangeng shook his head at Heechul before looking at Leeteuk.
“Sorry hyung, Heechuls completely drunk. He suggested something really stupid and wouldn’t listen to me when I told him it was a bad idea. I hadn’t realise we had gotten so loud. I’m sorry”
Leeteuk sighed and softened his gaze at Hangeng.
“It’s okay Hangeng we all know how Heechul gets”
Leeteuk turned to Heechul and pointed a stern finger at him.
“Now you mister will not do whatever it was you were thinking of. You are to go straight to bed and go to sleep”
Heechul sighed. It was so unfair. Kyuhyun came in and looked confused when he found Leeteuk and Kangin there. He had heard the yelling but didn’t know who it was. Seems like Heechul and Hangeng had gotten into a little argument. Leeteuk turned to Kyuhyun.
“Can you put Siwon in the centre so they don’t argue again?”
Kyuhyun eyed Heechul who was now being held by Siwon and Hangeng who seemed to be keeping his distance. Kyuhyun could put them together.
“Sorry hyung part of the rules that they have to be attached to the same partner.”
Kyuhyun pretended to be deeply sorry. Leeteuk just sighed, he really wanted his bed.
“Fine fine but…”
Leeteuk pointed his finger at the three boys.
“If I hear another argument you will be sleeping outside”
They all gulped as Leeteuk and Kangin retreated from the room. Leeteuk could be really scary sometimes. Hangeng quickly changed into his Pyjamas and Siwon helped a very drunk Heechul change into his. Kyuhyun decided to be nice and helped Siwon to change Heechul. Kyuhyun was even nice enough to help them get Heechul into the bed after he had handcuffed them together again before leaving.
Hangeng immediately turned his back and Heechul and Siwon believed it was because he didn’t want another argument to start. Heechul lay there staring at the ceiling. Alcohol had always been his friend. When he couldn’t get it sleep it would help lull him into a deep dreamless one. It had always let his problems disappear under a haze. So why was this time different? Why did it illuminate his problems instead of hiding them this time? Why did it make the pain he had been feeling in his chest double.
He was angry at Hangeng still but this anger didn’t fuel his body. This anger just made him feel weak and helpless something he hadn’t felt in a long time. He turned his head to look at Hangengs back. Hangeng had been so mean to bring up the time he had confessed. Heechul just wanted to be swallowed up in the bed and disappear. Hangeng had hit him right where it hurts. Heechul turned his head back to the ceiling as tears started to roll down his cheeks. He clutched his heart, it hurt so much.
“Mmmm Heechul?”
Siwon wiped the tear off Heechuls cheek causing Heechul to turn towards him.
“Oh Heechul”
Siwon placed is hand on Heechul waist and pulled him closer. Siwon mistook Heechuls tears of hurt as sadness for arguing with Hangeng. Siwon rubbed Heechuls back gently.
“It’s okay if you still remember tomorrow you can make it up to him”
Heechul buried his head in Siwons warm bare chest. If only Siwon knew what had taken place when he left the room. Heechul tilted he head up to look at Siwon face. Siwon would probably have reacted worse than Hangeng if Heechul ever told him. After all Siwon would view it as a sin. Siwon looked down to catch Heechul eyes which were starting to flow with tears again. He patiently wiped them all away gently before smiling softly at Heechul.
“I’ll always be here for you Hyung”
How Siwon longed for Heechul to pick up on the hidden meaning behind those words. How he wished Heechul could see him and see how much he loved him. It was times like this that Siwon didn’t care about anything. He would throw away everything just to be with Heechul and because of that he prayed even harder. Lord please forgive his wondering heart, for no man or woman should come before you. Heechul sighed, his breath ghosting across Siwons chest. Siwon completely forgot what he was doing as he looked down at the beautiful man in his arms. Oh Heechul why can’t you see me.
In the middle of the night Heechul stirred in his sleep. Siwon woke up at the movement.
“Are you okay Hyung?”
Heechul clamped his hand over his mouth. Siwon thanked god when Kyuhyun appeared by their side to unhand cuff Heechul. Heechul moved with the speed of light into the bathroom. Siwon raised an eyebrow up at Kyuhyun.
“Are you psychic how did you know?
Kyuhyun chuckled.
“Of course I’m completely psychic…well kind of. Sungmin actually woke me up for the same thing so I thought I might come here and check up on hyung”
Siwon and Kyuhyun looked in the direction of the bathroom.
“Do you know…have they sorted everything out yet?”
Siwon sighed and shook his head.
“But if Heechul remembers in the morning I’m sure he will”
They walked into the bathroom to find Heechul almost passed out on the floor. Siwon wiped Heechuls face clean ad mad sure everything else was vomit free before picking him up gently and placing him back in the bed. Kyuhyun noted everything about the way Siwon interacted with Heechul, there was something there but what was it? Kyuhyun sighed he was too tired to think. He hand cuffed them all together before walking out of the room.
Siwon gasped as Heechuls melded his body into his. He wanted to move back away from Heechul but every time he did the other boy would cry literally in his sleep. Siwon could only hope that when Heechul woke up he wouldn’t think anything about what it was that was poking him. Siwons face blushed bright red at the thought. Well that was one way to tell Heechul how he felt. Sighing he attempted to get to sleep but it’s something very hard to do when our nose keeps bleeding. It was wrong so wrong…
a/N: Wahhh this story is almost at its end. Only one more chapter to go (T^T)
Rating: PG-13 (adult themes)
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, SiChul( unrequited love?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.
MASTERLIST
Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 || Chapter 9|| Chapter 10a | | Chapter 10b || Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a|| Chapter 12b|| Chapter 13|| Chpater 14|| Chapter 15
It suddenly became quiet as the atmosphere around Heechul and Sungmin grew serious. They looked at each other before they burst out laughing. The other members either laughed at the two drunk boy’s behaviour or shook their head at their stupidity. Leeteuk opened his mouth repeated himself for what seemed the hundredth time that night.
“You’ve all had enough”
Kyuhyun giggled swirling his alcohol bottle as he practically sat on Leeteuks lap.
“Oh lighten up Hyung we’re just having fun, it’s been such a long time that Heechul laughed like that”
Heechul head whipped up at the sound of his name. He pointed a very shaky finger at Kyuhyun.
“It’s Heechul- hic- Hyung to you”
Sungmin burst out laughing somehow finding Heechuls words funny. Heechul attempted to stand up and bow only to fall down back on his butt before laughing. Siwon watched as Heechul downed yet another bottle of alcohol. He was extremely worried about Heechul after all he had downed god only knows how many bottles of alcohol. Siwon found himself transfixed by Heechuls behaviour. How that tongue would peek out licking at those soft pink lips. How he would close his eyes and tilt his head back revealing that slender neck as he savoured that taste.
Heechul pointed at Eunhyuk before whispering something into Sungmins ear. Of course being drunk it didn’t come out as a whisper at all. Eunhyuk puffed his cheeks.
“I do not look like a monkey”
Donghae burst out laughing.
“Yes you do”
Eunhyuk sent a glare at Donghae before pulling his cheeks.
“Yeah well you look like a fish”
Everyone burst into laughter. It seemed Heechul and Sungmin weren’t the only ones who were tipsy. Leeteuk clapped his hands.
“Come on guys it’s time for bed remember Kibum coming back tomorrow.”
Heechul threw his hands up in the air.
“Yay Kibum!!!- hic”
Hangeng and Siwons body jerked forward as Heechul threw his hands in the air and kicked his legs.
“One more”
“Yeah!”
Sungmin cheered holding his empty bottle up in the air. Kyuhyun almost laughed when Sungmin nearly fell off his chair as a result of his movement.
“No”
Leeteuk stood up trying to protest against any more alcohol consumption. Kangin pulled the elder down silencing his protest. Sungmin and Heechul clinked their full alcohol bottles against each other. Zhou Mi glanced at Henry who appeared to be cracking up at nothing. Ryeowook poked Yesung who had been muttering under his breath and then chuckling.
Heechul and Siwon could do nothing but sigh as they were forced to carry an extremely drunk Heechul into the bedroom. Most of the members had called it a night a few hours ago but Sungmin and Heechul insisted on finishing their drinking game. The result was a very giddy Sungmin and a Heechul who couldn’t stand straight without holding onto something for support. Siwon didn’t know who was worse Heechul who couldn’t stand straight or Sungmin who they last saw making Kyuhyun give him a piggy back ride.
Heechul leaned heavily against Siwon for support. Siwon cursed himself as his nose started to bleed yet again. There was just something about having Heechul pressed up against him after everything that happened today. Finally they were able to place Heechul in a sitting position on the bed. Heechul held his hand out as he was going to say something important.
“I…you…hic…LOVE YOU GUYS…”
Heechul collapsed backwards pulling Siwon and Hangeng down into the bed as a consequence. Siwon could only sigh as he looked down a Heechul before clamping his nose that had started bleeding again. Heechul was looking straight at him with that smirk. Hangeng just rolled his eyes annoyed at Heechuls behaviour. If Heechul wanted to get drunk he should have done it when he wasn’t handcuffed to two other people.
Kyuhyun came into the room like an angel holding the handcuff keys in his hands. Heechul giggled at the feeling of Kyuhyuns hands griping his wrist to unlock the handcuffs.
“What happened to you?”
Siwon couldn’t help but ask. After all Kyuhyuns hair was in a complete mess his clothed were even rumpled. Kyuhyun let out a laugh as he ran a hand though his hair.
“Well after Sungmin made me piggyback him to the room he wanted to go all kung fu on my arse.”
Siwon backed away from Kyuhyun who now had an evil smile on his face.
“So what did you do?”
Siwon regretted asking that question when Kyuhyuns smile just got bigger.
“Oh I just handcuffed him to the bed”
Kyuhyun chuckled as he retreated from to room. Since Heechul was drunk he would give them a bit more time to get ready. Siwon shook his head at Kyuhyun before turning to look at Heechul with great care.
“Are you going to be okay with him while I get my clothes?”
Siwon bit his lip. He really didn’t want to leave Heechul alone when he was like this. IT was something stupid to think because Heechul wouldn’t be alone, he would be with Hangeng. Siwon wanted to hit himself when he found himself thinking that Heechul shouldn’t be left alone with anyone but him. Hangeng gave him a small smile telling him it was okay. After hesitating a bit longer Siwon finally walked out of the room. Hangeng sent a glare directed at Heechul who was laughing at nothing.
Hangeng rolled his eyes for what felt like the hundredth time that day. If Heechul wanted to get drunk he should have done it when he wasn’t handcuffed to him. Now Hangeng had to take care of that stupid man. It was a waste of his time. Heechul was pathetic and the less time he spent around him the better. Heechul even had the nerve to sit on his lap today and he couldn’t say anything because the other members were there. Hangeng clenched his fist. Heechul truly was disgusting.
Heechuls head snapped up. His giggles stopped and he stared at Hangeng. He wanted to cry when he heard what Hangeng said. He thought they were getting close to each other. He thought things were going back to the way they were before. Obviously Hangeng didn’t feel anything like that. Heechul wanted to cry but instead he got mad.
“What did you just say?”
Hangeng ignored the drunk man in the room ad continued searching for his clothes. Heechul shakily stood up; he even attempted to march up to Hangeng. Attempted because he had even intention of marching up to Hangeng though being completely drunk it was more like he stumbled his way to Hangeng before he stumbled into Hangeng. Hangeng shoved his lightly away because he knew this drunk Heechul wouldn’t be able to take much force. Oh how that ticked Heechul off.
“What the hell!”
Hangeng just rolled his eyes as Heechul glared at him. He understood that Heechul was drunk but his Heechul tolerance meter was way past its limit. Hangeng just wanted Siwon back so he didn’t have to deal with this completely drunk Heechul. The best thing to do in this situation is to walk away and that’s exactly what Hangeng did, after all this Heechul was pathetic. Heechul reached over and grabbed his wrist to stop him from moving.
“Let go”
“No I won’t!”
Hangeng slapped Heechuls hand away, which wasn’t that hard to do. Heechul legs were shaking, they really wanted to just give under his weight but his rage wouldn’t allow it. Hangeng had hurt him so many times. Hangeng had made him cry so many times.
“Leave me the hell alone!”
“No!”
Hangeng growled under his breath. He was starting to get very annoyed with Heechul. His fist clenched.
“What the hell is wrong with you? What the hell is you problem?!”
Heechul clenched his fists.
“What’s my problem? What the hell is your problem? One second our nice to me the next your yelling at me”
Hangeng smirked.
“For someone dunk you sure can talk a lot, why don’t you just crawl into the corner and pass out”
Heechul stood shaking from head to toe in rage.
“Your very existence is vile”
Oh how Heechul just wanted to slap Hangeng right then. He probably would have if he was only seeing one Hangeng instead of two. Heechul swayed slightly. Hangeng took a step forward looking like he was going to attack him. Heechul took a step forward but ended up stumbling. Hangeng was by his side in an instant.
“I’m only doing this because I don’t want the others to worry about you anymore than they have to”
Heechul pushed Hangeng away with surprising strength.
“Like I care what you think!”
Hangeng let an amused smirk spread across his face.
“I think you do…”
Heechul glared at Hangeng confused. Hangeng altered his voice to mimic Heechul.
“I…I have something to tell you. Please don’t interrupt, I love you”
“You asshole!”
Heechul took a swing at Hangeng but missed terribly. Hangeng was making fun of him about when he confessed his feelings. Heechul almost fell face forward but Hangeng grabbed his wrist and hauled him up. Heechul tried to take another swing but Hangeng grabbed his other wrist. Heechul head was spinning this was too much for his body to take. Hangeng moved so that his mouth was directly next to Heechul ear.
“You planned this all didn’t you”
Heechul thrashed in Hangeng hand so he let him go.
“Why do you always say that1 you think I enjoy being next to you!”
Hangeng rolled his eyes.
“Of course you do. You’re really disgusting making it like you’re the innocent one in this. You planned it all”
“No I didn’t!”
“Oh yeah what about (Hangeng mimicked Heechul voice)…We have no choice…You secretly enjoyed all of this. You so low. You gave Kyuhyun the handcuff idea just so you could get close you me. You absolutely disgusting”
“Oh FUCK YOU!
“What’s going on?”
Siwon had run into the room panting. Hangeng cursed Heechul for yelling so loud. Siwon looked from Hangeng to Heechul worriedly. He had ditched his search for a pyjama top when heard voices yelling but couldn’t make out what they were saying. Leeteuk came running through the door dragging a half asleep Kangin with him.
“What’s going on here? I heard yelling from my room”
Hangeng groaned internally. Heechul just had the wake the leader up. Leeteuk placed his hands on his hips demanding answers. Hangeng shook his head at Heechul before looking at Leeteuk.
“Sorry hyung, Heechuls completely drunk. He suggested something really stupid and wouldn’t listen to me when I told him it was a bad idea. I hadn’t realise we had gotten so loud. I’m sorry”
Leeteuk sighed and softened his gaze at Hangeng.
“It’s okay Hangeng we all know how Heechul gets”
Leeteuk turned to Heechul and pointed a stern finger at him.
“Now you mister will not do whatever it was you were thinking of. You are to go straight to bed and go to sleep”
Heechul sighed. It was so unfair. Kyuhyun came in and looked confused when he found Leeteuk and Kangin there. He had heard the yelling but didn’t know who it was. Seems like Heechul and Hangeng had gotten into a little argument. Leeteuk turned to Kyuhyun.
“Can you put Siwon in the centre so they don’t argue again?”
Kyuhyun eyed Heechul who was now being held by Siwon and Hangeng who seemed to be keeping his distance. Kyuhyun could put them together.
“Sorry hyung part of the rules that they have to be attached to the same partner.”
Kyuhyun pretended to be deeply sorry. Leeteuk just sighed, he really wanted his bed.
“Fine fine but…”
Leeteuk pointed his finger at the three boys.
“If I hear another argument you will be sleeping outside”
They all gulped as Leeteuk and Kangin retreated from the room. Leeteuk could be really scary sometimes. Hangeng quickly changed into his Pyjamas and Siwon helped a very drunk Heechul change into his. Kyuhyun decided to be nice and helped Siwon to change Heechul. Kyuhyun was even nice enough to help them get Heechul into the bed after he had handcuffed them together again before leaving.
Hangeng immediately turned his back and Heechul and Siwon believed it was because he didn’t want another argument to start. Heechul lay there staring at the ceiling. Alcohol had always been his friend. When he couldn’t get it sleep it would help lull him into a deep dreamless one. It had always let his problems disappear under a haze. So why was this time different? Why did it illuminate his problems instead of hiding them this time? Why did it make the pain he had been feeling in his chest double.
He was angry at Hangeng still but this anger didn’t fuel his body. This anger just made him feel weak and helpless something he hadn’t felt in a long time. He turned his head to look at Hangengs back. Hangeng had been so mean to bring up the time he had confessed. Heechul just wanted to be swallowed up in the bed and disappear. Hangeng had hit him right where it hurts. Heechul turned his head back to the ceiling as tears started to roll down his cheeks. He clutched his heart, it hurt so much.
“Mmmm Heechul?”
Siwon wiped the tear off Heechuls cheek causing Heechul to turn towards him.
“Oh Heechul”
Siwon placed is hand on Heechul waist and pulled him closer. Siwon mistook Heechuls tears of hurt as sadness for arguing with Hangeng. Siwon rubbed Heechuls back gently.
“It’s okay if you still remember tomorrow you can make it up to him”
Heechul buried his head in Siwons warm bare chest. If only Siwon knew what had taken place when he left the room. Heechul tilted he head up to look at Siwon face. Siwon would probably have reacted worse than Hangeng if Heechul ever told him. After all Siwon would view it as a sin. Siwon looked down to catch Heechul eyes which were starting to flow with tears again. He patiently wiped them all away gently before smiling softly at Heechul.
“I’ll always be here for you Hyung”
How Siwon longed for Heechul to pick up on the hidden meaning behind those words. How he wished Heechul could see him and see how much he loved him. It was times like this that Siwon didn’t care about anything. He would throw away everything just to be with Heechul and because of that he prayed even harder. Lord please forgive his wondering heart, for no man or woman should come before you. Heechul sighed, his breath ghosting across Siwons chest. Siwon completely forgot what he was doing as he looked down at the beautiful man in his arms. Oh Heechul why can’t you see me.
In the middle of the night Heechul stirred in his sleep. Siwon woke up at the movement.
“Are you okay Hyung?”
Heechul clamped his hand over his mouth. Siwon thanked god when Kyuhyun appeared by their side to unhand cuff Heechul. Heechul moved with the speed of light into the bathroom. Siwon raised an eyebrow up at Kyuhyun.
“Are you psychic how did you know?
Kyuhyun chuckled.
“Of course I’m completely psychic…well kind of. Sungmin actually woke me up for the same thing so I thought I might come here and check up on hyung”
Siwon and Kyuhyun looked in the direction of the bathroom.
“Do you know…have they sorted everything out yet?”
Siwon sighed and shook his head.
“But if Heechul remembers in the morning I’m sure he will”
They walked into the bathroom to find Heechul almost passed out on the floor. Siwon wiped Heechuls face clean ad mad sure everything else was vomit free before picking him up gently and placing him back in the bed. Kyuhyun noted everything about the way Siwon interacted with Heechul, there was something there but what was it? Kyuhyun sighed he was too tired to think. He hand cuffed them all together before walking out of the room.
Siwon gasped as Heechuls melded his body into his. He wanted to move back away from Heechul but every time he did the other boy would cry literally in his sleep. Siwon could only hope that when Heechul woke up he wouldn’t think anything about what it was that was poking him. Siwons face blushed bright red at the thought. Well that was one way to tell Heechul how he felt. Sighing he attempted to get to sleep but it’s something very hard to do when our nose keeps bleeding. It was wrong so wrong…
a/N: Wahhh this story is almost at its end. Only one more chapter to go (T^T)