Stay with me Chapter 9
Title: Stay with me Chapter 9
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, Sichul (extremely close, friends?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:
Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.
MASTER LIST
Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 ||Chapter 9|| Chapter 10a | | Chapter 10b || Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a|| Chapter 12b|| Chapter 13|| Chpater 14|| Chapter 15
Sungmin pulled away a mischievous smile that only Heechul could see before turning it into a cute pout when the others looked their way. Heechul stood up. There was no way of getting out of this.
“Well let’s go and replace it”
And that is how Heechul got stuck paying for not only Sungmins secret stash replacement but alcohol bottles for everyone. Siwon frowned when he saw how many bottles had brought but didn’t say anything. He did get slightly curious when he saw Heechul later with not as many alcohol bottles. Heechul placed a kiss on his cheek when he tried to ask.
The next week was excruciating for Heechul. Hangeng seemed to be ignoring after he recovered from his sickness. Siwon was rarely around anymore and when he was he stuck to another member’s side. When he would try to talk to Hangeng all he would receive was a ‘mm’ before he walked off. Sometimes Hangeng didn’t even say anything he would just walk past Heechul as if he was the air. This drove Heechul mad but most importantly it made Leeteuk extremely worried.
Heechul had a plan to find out why Siwon seemed to ignore him. Siwon stood not knowing what exactly Heechul and planned. Heechul crossed his fingers and took a breath hoping that it’ll work. He stood halfway down the stairs and Siwon at the bottom. Sungmin and Kyuhyun wanted to go out and asked the two of them to come with.
“Siwonnie!!”
Siwon turned eyes widening he moved forward to catch Heechul who had just jumped the rest of the stairs. Heechul smiled at Siwon when he felt those arms around him. Siwon was still recovering from his shock. Siwon was holding him bridal style but he didn’t mind.
“You’re crazy what if I hadn’t caught you?”
Heechul placed on of his elegant finger on the tip of Siwons nose.
“I knew you would catch me. I had faith in you”
Siwons eyes widened before softening. Heechul smiled widely while in Siwons arms. He knew now that whatever the reason was for Siwon to ignore him was gone.
“Now carry me to the car”
Siwon smiled down at him, a mischievous smile almost made Heechul believe that Siwon was going to drop him. Instead Siwon just held Heechul tighter and started walking.
Unknown to Heechul and Siwon two pairs of eyes watched the whole exchange. One watched them worriedly, the other watched with some distaste and numbness.
Heechul and Siwon had the most wonderful time. They all came back still hyped. Eunhyuk and Donghae caught on their buzz and turned their room into a mini dance club. Word caught on and soon most of the members joined them all in Eunhyuk and Donghaes room. Heechul was dancing and was all too aware of Siwon being so close to him. He turned towards him his famous smirk coating his lips. Siwon felt himself freeze. Heechuls eyes looked dangerous especially with that smile.
Siwon and Heechul just mucked around. Siwon twirled Heechul around both of them laughing. Donghae and Eunhyuk started a dance battle. The other cheered. Siwon wrapped his arms around Heechul waist as they laughed and cheered. Heechul turned his head back and that was when he spotted Hangeng. Hangeng sent a glare his way before walking off. Heechul pulled himself out of Siwons embrace. One down, one to go. Heechul walked out of the room in search of Hangeng.
Where did he go? Heechul walked to the living room, maybe Hangeng was there. There was no sign of Hangeng when he walked into the living room.
“Heechul?”
Heechul turned around to find Leeteuk standing in front of him. Maybe Leeteuk knew where Hangeng was.
“Have you seen Hangeng?”
Leeteuk cocked his head to the side trying to recall.
“Umm I think I saw him walk to your shared room”
Heechul thanked Leeteuk and set off. Leeteuk watched him go. He couldn’t help but think it was about time they talked to each other. Heechul stormed into his bedroom. There were no lights on. He flicked the light switch to find Hangeng in bed. Who did Hangeng think he was fooling? Heechul crossed his arms over his chest. It was about time he did this.
“You don’t have to pretend I know very well that you’re awake. “
Hangeng didn’t move. Heechul felt himself getting angry.
“What the hell is wrong with you?! Don’t you ignore me look at me!”
Hangeng still didn’t move. Heechul marched up to him, pulled the sheet off and pulled him to face him. Hangeng had the biggest death glare on his face.
“What gives you the right to glare at me?! You haven’t spoken to me in ages! What the hell is wrong with you!?”
Hangeng shifted on his bed so his feet were planted on the ground. The next thing Heechul knew his back banged against the wall, including his head. Hangeng glared at him and Heechul returned that glare. Heechuls eyes softened.
‘When did we get like this Hangeng?”
Hangeng was taken by surprise. He wasn’t expecting a question like that.
“We used to be close, where did we go so wrong?”
Hangeng sighed and looked away. Heechul felt is heart beating fast. Hangeng shook his head and went to move away. Heechul grabbed his hand.
“Wait I have something I want to say”
“I don’t care”
Hangeng smacked his hand away. Screw being nice Heechul thought. Heechul pulled Hangeng so now Hangengs back was against the wall. Hangeng looked surprised but he turned his head as if he was not interested. Heechuls tone reeked of dominance.
“I will talk and you will listen”
Heechul sighed. Could he really do this? He ran a hair through his long black hair. If only he heart would stop beating so fast he couldn’t think.
“I…I have something to tell you. Please don’t interrupt”
Hangeng tried to move away but he pushed his back against the wall.
“Whatever it is I don’t want to hear it”
Hangeng went to move again and once again he pushed him against the wall.
“Listen to me”
“NO!”
Hangeg tried to get away from him once against but Heechul placed his hands on Hangengs chest stopping him.
“I LOVE YOU!”
Hangeng stopped fighting with him and became completely motionless with shock.
“W-what?”
Heechuls hands were shaking, his knees were shaking and his heart was beating erratically. He hadn’t meat to say that well at least not like that.
“I love you”
He whispered. Heechul stood there shaking what would Hangeng think of him now? Would Hangeng wat to be around him now knowing that he loved him? Why wasn’t Hangeng saying anything? Taking a deep breath Heechul looked at Hangeng. Hangengs still looked like he was in shock. Heechul reached out his hand to stroke Hangeng check. The next thing he knew was his butt banging at the floor. Hangeng stood looked dow at him. That look ripped apart his heart.
“D…dis..disgusting”
Heechul felt his heart sink.
“YOU’RE DISGUSTING”
Hangeng stormed out of the room leaving a broken Heechul. Heechuls worst nightmare had come true. So many times he had imagined Hangeng saying those words, and today he did. Heechul clutched his chest with one hand and tried to stifle his sobs with the other. He had lost Hangeng forever all because he couldn’t take Hangeng ignoring him. He let out a chuckle, how ironic. He confronted a Hangeng who was ignoring him and now he was stuck with a Hangeng who didn’t want him around.
Never again would he be able to throw his arms around Hangeng. Never again would those eyes sparkle when looking at him. How could this happen? When you love someone who doesn’t love you there are only two choices. The first is to never tell them and live with you unrequited love, the second choice you tell them and risk losing them. Heechul had chosen and he had lost Hangeng.
THE END
...NOT! please look forward to the next chapter ^.^
A/N: Now i know this is really short but i just had to end it there. I'll try to update sooner to make it up to you all. I'm interested to hear about what you think about the story so far.
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, Sichul (extremely close, friends?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:
Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.
MASTER LIST
Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 ||Chapter 9|| Chapter 10a | | Chapter 10b || Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a|| Chapter 12b|| Chapter 13|| Chpater 14|| Chapter 15
Sungmin pulled away a mischievous smile that only Heechul could see before turning it into a cute pout when the others looked their way. Heechul stood up. There was no way of getting out of this.
“Well let’s go and replace it”
And that is how Heechul got stuck paying for not only Sungmins secret stash replacement but alcohol bottles for everyone. Siwon frowned when he saw how many bottles had brought but didn’t say anything. He did get slightly curious when he saw Heechul later with not as many alcohol bottles. Heechul placed a kiss on his cheek when he tried to ask.
The next week was excruciating for Heechul. Hangeng seemed to be ignoring after he recovered from his sickness. Siwon was rarely around anymore and when he was he stuck to another member’s side. When he would try to talk to Hangeng all he would receive was a ‘mm’ before he walked off. Sometimes Hangeng didn’t even say anything he would just walk past Heechul as if he was the air. This drove Heechul mad but most importantly it made Leeteuk extremely worried.
Heechul had a plan to find out why Siwon seemed to ignore him. Siwon stood not knowing what exactly Heechul and planned. Heechul crossed his fingers and took a breath hoping that it’ll work. He stood halfway down the stairs and Siwon at the bottom. Sungmin and Kyuhyun wanted to go out and asked the two of them to come with.
“Siwonnie!!”
Siwon turned eyes widening he moved forward to catch Heechul who had just jumped the rest of the stairs. Heechul smiled at Siwon when he felt those arms around him. Siwon was still recovering from his shock. Siwon was holding him bridal style but he didn’t mind.
“You’re crazy what if I hadn’t caught you?”
Heechul placed on of his elegant finger on the tip of Siwons nose.
“I knew you would catch me. I had faith in you”
Siwons eyes widened before softening. Heechul smiled widely while in Siwons arms. He knew now that whatever the reason was for Siwon to ignore him was gone.
“Now carry me to the car”
Siwon smiled down at him, a mischievous smile almost made Heechul believe that Siwon was going to drop him. Instead Siwon just held Heechul tighter and started walking.
Unknown to Heechul and Siwon two pairs of eyes watched the whole exchange. One watched them worriedly, the other watched with some distaste and numbness.
Heechul and Siwon had the most wonderful time. They all came back still hyped. Eunhyuk and Donghae caught on their buzz and turned their room into a mini dance club. Word caught on and soon most of the members joined them all in Eunhyuk and Donghaes room. Heechul was dancing and was all too aware of Siwon being so close to him. He turned towards him his famous smirk coating his lips. Siwon felt himself freeze. Heechuls eyes looked dangerous especially with that smile.
Siwon and Heechul just mucked around. Siwon twirled Heechul around both of them laughing. Donghae and Eunhyuk started a dance battle. The other cheered. Siwon wrapped his arms around Heechul waist as they laughed and cheered. Heechul turned his head back and that was when he spotted Hangeng. Hangeng sent a glare his way before walking off. Heechul pulled himself out of Siwons embrace. One down, one to go. Heechul walked out of the room in search of Hangeng.
Where did he go? Heechul walked to the living room, maybe Hangeng was there. There was no sign of Hangeng when he walked into the living room.
“Heechul?”
Heechul turned around to find Leeteuk standing in front of him. Maybe Leeteuk knew where Hangeng was.
“Have you seen Hangeng?”
Leeteuk cocked his head to the side trying to recall.
“Umm I think I saw him walk to your shared room”
Heechul thanked Leeteuk and set off. Leeteuk watched him go. He couldn’t help but think it was about time they talked to each other. Heechul stormed into his bedroom. There were no lights on. He flicked the light switch to find Hangeng in bed. Who did Hangeng think he was fooling? Heechul crossed his arms over his chest. It was about time he did this.
“You don’t have to pretend I know very well that you’re awake. “
Hangeng didn’t move. Heechul felt himself getting angry.
“What the hell is wrong with you?! Don’t you ignore me look at me!”
Hangeng still didn’t move. Heechul marched up to him, pulled the sheet off and pulled him to face him. Hangeng had the biggest death glare on his face.
“What gives you the right to glare at me?! You haven’t spoken to me in ages! What the hell is wrong with you!?”
Hangeng shifted on his bed so his feet were planted on the ground. The next thing Heechul knew his back banged against the wall, including his head. Hangeng glared at him and Heechul returned that glare. Heechuls eyes softened.
‘When did we get like this Hangeng?”
Hangeng was taken by surprise. He wasn’t expecting a question like that.
“We used to be close, where did we go so wrong?”
Hangeng sighed and looked away. Heechul felt is heart beating fast. Hangeng shook his head and went to move away. Heechul grabbed his hand.
“Wait I have something I want to say”
“I don’t care”
Hangeng smacked his hand away. Screw being nice Heechul thought. Heechul pulled Hangeng so now Hangengs back was against the wall. Hangeng looked surprised but he turned his head as if he was not interested. Heechuls tone reeked of dominance.
“I will talk and you will listen”
Heechul sighed. Could he really do this? He ran a hair through his long black hair. If only he heart would stop beating so fast he couldn’t think.
“I…I have something to tell you. Please don’t interrupt”
Hangeng tried to move away but he pushed his back against the wall.
“Whatever it is I don’t want to hear it”
Hangeng went to move again and once again he pushed him against the wall.
“Listen to me”
“NO!”
Hangeg tried to get away from him once against but Heechul placed his hands on Hangengs chest stopping him.
“I LOVE YOU!”
Hangeng stopped fighting with him and became completely motionless with shock.
“W-what?”
Heechuls hands were shaking, his knees were shaking and his heart was beating erratically. He hadn’t meat to say that well at least not like that.
“I love you”
He whispered. Heechul stood there shaking what would Hangeng think of him now? Would Hangeng wat to be around him now knowing that he loved him? Why wasn’t Hangeng saying anything? Taking a deep breath Heechul looked at Hangeng. Hangengs still looked like he was in shock. Heechul reached out his hand to stroke Hangeng check. The next thing he knew was his butt banging at the floor. Hangeng stood looked dow at him. That look ripped apart his heart.
“D…dis..disgusting”
Heechul felt his heart sink.
“YOU’RE DISGUSTING”
Hangeng stormed out of the room leaving a broken Heechul. Heechuls worst nightmare had come true. So many times he had imagined Hangeng saying those words, and today he did. Heechul clutched his chest with one hand and tried to stifle his sobs with the other. He had lost Hangeng forever all because he couldn’t take Hangeng ignoring him. He let out a chuckle, how ironic. He confronted a Hangeng who was ignoring him and now he was stuck with a Hangeng who didn’t want him around.
Never again would he be able to throw his arms around Hangeng. Never again would those eyes sparkle when looking at him. How could this happen? When you love someone who doesn’t love you there are only two choices. The first is to never tell them and live with you unrequited love, the second choice you tell them and risk losing them. Heechul had chosen and he had lost Hangeng.
THE END
...NOT! please look forward to the next chapter ^.^
A/N: Now i know this is really short but i just had to end it there. I'll try to update sooner to make it up to you all. I'm interested to hear about what you think about the story so far.