I just haven't had time like I used to. I kinda hate it... but not so much. I have been working my tail off at McDonald's. And spending time with John... who I am going to go see here in a few. He says we need to talk... should I be worried? Eh... I hope not. I love him very much. He's been good to me... and not a lot of guys have. I just hope that ( Read more... )

Just a quick update. In school right now, it's homecoming week, and it's awesome, I get to play football today!! WOOOHHHHHOOOOO!! Us Juniors are going to win!! haha ( Read more... )

Okay... well, I passed my road test!! But... I don't get my license until Monday!! Grrr... I wish I had it right now... I would've gone to see John!! But...now I have to wait for him to call me and see if one of my parents will take me over there. They're kinda being mean right now... so, I dunno ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in quite a while. Mmm... I guess that's what happens when school starts. I haven't had much time. I have been trying to do so many things within the last 2 weeks... mostly hanging out with friends. And getting used to school. Plus searching for a job... and getting my license!! YAY!! Mostly all good things. I kinda swerved ( Read more... )

I am trying to forget Sunday night. But it's really hard... I can't sleep much at night. I'll lay there till like 6 in the morning... and finally be able to shut my eyes. I am really tired ( Read more... )

I am literally crying... no, bawling right now. You'd think someone in this house would care... nope. All they could do was be mad at me for being home so late. I will admit that I was wrong in going out so late to meet a friend... but you'd think they'd care. Does anyone? Why would they? They didn't then... so I guess it was wrong to think they ( Read more... )

It hurts so much inside ( Read more... )

Yup, that's right... I changed my hair style. I got it done yesterday at the coz. Some girl dyed my hair while Heather ate. And then, Heather and the teacher cut my hair!! I have really dark, dark brown hair and angeled bangs!! I don't think it looks too bad. The bangs are getting in my eyes though. haha ( Read more... )

Here's some songs describing in many ways how I am feeling right now ( Read more... )

Well, I always wonder if my parents were as willing to devote themselves to God as I am if I would actually be able to go to church in the morning. When I get my own car, I will. I might even just be able to go in the morning if I have to work on Sundays... if I get that job. I hope I do. But, well... my dad says that I have to spend time with my ( Read more... )