Well.... things are kinda crazy...
Okay... well, I passed my road test!! But... I don't get my license until Monday!! Grrr... I wish I had it right now... I would've gone to see John!! But...now I have to wait for him to call me and see if one of my parents will take me over there. They're kinda being mean right now... so, I dunno.
MMMM... I got a job at McDonald's in Richmond!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!! haha. I can't wait. Orientation is Tuesday!! I am kinda scared... but I know it will be good.
Yeah... I am kinda anxious right now... like... I realized how much I like John last night. And I like him a whole lot. And that scares me because I don't want to fall in-love... and then... things not work out... and have to have that feeling in my heart again. I am still feeling something kinda for the first guy I felt that for. And... then... if I do fall in-love I fear everything I see will remind me of them. And I just don't like that feeling. But... I am kinda already feeling that. Eh... I don't know... maybe everything will be all good. No one knows but God.
Well, hopefully I get to see John tonight... if not... well, I am going to be sitting at home watching movies. haha. Alright... see you all later. Bye.
MMMM... I got a job at McDonald's in Richmond!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!! haha. I can't wait. Orientation is Tuesday!! I am kinda scared... but I know it will be good.
Yeah... I am kinda anxious right now... like... I realized how much I like John last night. And I like him a whole lot. And that scares me because I don't want to fall in-love... and then... things not work out... and have to have that feeling in my heart again. I am still feeling something kinda for the first guy I felt that for. And... then... if I do fall in-love I fear everything I see will remind me of them. And I just don't like that feeling. But... I am kinda already feeling that. Eh... I don't know... maybe everything will be all good. No one knows but God.
Well, hopefully I get to see John tonight... if not... well, I am going to be sitting at home watching movies. haha. Alright... see you all later. Bye.