Everyday I search for something ( Read more... )

Well, I can truthfully say... I believe the worst is over, and slowly but surely things are getting a whole lot better. I was sad yesterday when I got a call about Shawna dieing. I cried myself to sleep. I just find it so unfair that people so young have to die... and people who were such nice and beautiful people. I am constantly praying that Val ( Read more... )

This is Emma's caringbridge journal's latest entry ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in here in a long time, but I haven't had a lot of time to myself lately. Right now, my family is going through a very tough time. My neice, Emerald has cancer. We found out a little over a year ago... and it started out to be in her neck and spine... but as of recent... it traveled to her brain. The doctors have only given her a ( Read more... )

I am holding so tight ( Read more... )

Haha. MmM... yeah. So, how come nobody told me how hard being in-love can get at times? John and I have been... arguing a lot more lately... and I have just been weird lately, so that could be a BIG factor. But last night... we almost gave up on each other over THE stupidest thing EVER... it's so stupid, I am not exactly sure what it was. Something ( Read more... )

I missed you ( Read more... )

I haven't even thought about getting on the computer for a couple months now. Wow... that's quite a big change. I have just been so busy trying to undo my wrongs... and make it so that I have a future to look forward to. What I mean by that is... I almost was forced to drop out of school... and I was almost taken over by drugs. But I am here to say ( Read more... )

Well... again... this is more for me ( Read more... )

You all expect me to be the best... to do the best... to do the right thing.. the good thing... be a goodie-goodie. To make mistakes and learn from them... to be better then you were... are. You are all hypocrites. I hate it. I hate having to live up to all of your expectations... I am done. I have been done. I have tried and tried to do it... but ( Read more... )