Mmmm... I love these songs...
Here's some songs describing in many ways how I am feeling right now...
You-Switchfoot
There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's You
It's You
Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in what I know
It's not in me
It's in You
It's in You
It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know
And I find peace when I'm confused
I find hope when I'm let down
Not in me, Me,
In You
In You
I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me Me,
In You
In You
It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know
In You
In You
In You
In You
It's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's all i know
It's you
It's you
It's all i know
Superman- Goldfinger
So here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I am
pretending I'm a superman
I'm trying to keep
the ground on my feet
it seems the world's
falling down around me
the nights are all long
I'm singing this song
to try and make the answers
more than maybe
And I'm so confused
about what to do
sometimes I want
to throw it all away
So here I am
growing older all the time
looking older all the time
feeling younger in my mind
And here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I am
pretending I'm a superman
I'm trying to sleep
I lost count of sheep
my mind is racing faster
every minute
what could I do more
yeah I'm really not sure
I know I'm running circles
but I can't quit
And I'm so confused
about what to do
sometimes I want to
throw it all away
Controlling everything in site
I'm feeling weak
I don't feel right
you're telling me
I have to change
telling me to act my age
but if all that I can do
is just sit and watch time go
then I'll have to say good bye
life's too short to watch it fly
watch it fly
So here I am
growing older all the time
looking older all the time
feeling younger in my mind
And here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I am
pretending I'm a superman
You-Switchfoot
There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's You
It's You
Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in what I know
It's not in me
It's in You
It's in You
It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know
And I find peace when I'm confused
I find hope when I'm let down
Not in me, Me,
In You
In You
I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me Me,
In You
In You
It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know
In You
In You
In You
In You
It's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's all i know
It's you
It's you
It's all i know
Superman- Goldfinger
So here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I am
pretending I'm a superman
I'm trying to keep
the ground on my feet
it seems the world's
falling down around me
the nights are all long
I'm singing this song
to try and make the answers
more than maybe
And I'm so confused
about what to do
sometimes I want
to throw it all away
So here I am
growing older all the time
looking older all the time
feeling younger in my mind
And here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I am
pretending I'm a superman
I'm trying to sleep
I lost count of sheep
my mind is racing faster
every minute
what could I do more
yeah I'm really not sure
I know I'm running circles
but I can't quit
And I'm so confused
about what to do
sometimes I want to
throw it all away
Controlling everything in site
I'm feeling weak
I don't feel right
you're telling me
I have to change
telling me to act my age
but if all that I can do
is just sit and watch time go
then I'll have to say good bye
life's too short to watch it fly
watch it fly
So here I am
growing older all the time
looking older all the time
feeling younger in my mind
And here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I am
pretending I'm a superman