HELP!! I AM SCREAMING, BUT NO ONE HEARS!!! ... it happened tonight... again.
It hurts so much inside
I don’t know what to do
I have too much that I hide
Too much I wish wasn’t true.
Why does this happen to me?
Even when I try to get away
And no one will ever see
How much I have to pay…
My ignorance holds me here
My tears only seem to drain
As you help bring back my fear
By causing me all this pain
As you rip me apart
I scream in agony no!!
Can’t you find it in your heart
To just let me go?
You say it’s all fun
And as much as I try…
You won’t stop till your done
And when it’s over, I cry…
You apologize
And say you weren’t thinking straight
All the while you can’t see…
My eyes are filling with hate.
It’s like it’s all a dream
Another stupid nightmare
“I hate you!” I scream…
You think I am being unfair.
I can’t believe
I called you my friend,
I was so deceived…
It got me raped in the end.
Why do guys always say
They’ll stop, when they don’t
Why do people tell me this hurt will go away…
When I know that it won’t.
No one cares to see…
They always take control.
God, have mercy on me…
On my sexually abused soul.
I don’t know what to do
I have too much that I hide
Too much I wish wasn’t true.
Why does this happen to me?
Even when I try to get away
And no one will ever see
How much I have to pay…
My ignorance holds me here
My tears only seem to drain
As you help bring back my fear
By causing me all this pain
As you rip me apart
I scream in agony no!!
Can’t you find it in your heart
To just let me go?
You say it’s all fun
And as much as I try…
You won’t stop till your done
And when it’s over, I cry…
You apologize
And say you weren’t thinking straight
All the while you can’t see…
My eyes are filling with hate.
It’s like it’s all a dream
Another stupid nightmare
“I hate you!” I scream…
You think I am being unfair.
I can’t believe
I called you my friend,
I was so deceived…
It got me raped in the end.
Why do guys always say
They’ll stop, when they don’t
Why do people tell me this hurt will go away…
When I know that it won’t.
No one cares to see…
They always take control.
God, have mercy on me…
On my sexually abused soul.