i cant help but feel that dull ache in the back of my head ( Read more... )

i need to start eating less again and exercising ..... IM getting to soft and to chubby. back to just breakfast . i think i wont really leave the house until im thinner again . atleast this way i will get all my school work done ( Read more... )

The heart has its reasons of which Reason knows nothing. -- Pascal

I'm writing this barred out so my emotions maybe a little out of sync ( Read more... )

though i have never been close to my mom my dads death has forced us to communicate. There were time periods were we only emailed each other . There were time periods were there was physical fights and name callings . All of these things plagued our relationship until this last year, when my father needed us to cooperate ( Read more... )

ive paid all my bills and now im broke.
but what else is money for other than to spend it?
My love life has much improved and even if it doesnt remain this way you know i am always willing to do alot for a little.

hey daddy i love you i miss you. THere isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about you. youre my motivation , you are my faith in God. Sometimes i forget about all the pain we had to endure.

Devin got your face tattooed on his arm with a soaring eagle beneath it , it is quite inspiring.

pray for me in heaven daddy.
i love you

so i have loser friends i know ( Read more... )

how could a person cheat on someone , let alone someone that loves them dearly? I can understand not desiring them anymore , or craving some new excitement, but then why not let them go before you hurt them. Tell them the truth and let the healing begin ( Read more... )

i have a new found appreciation for my sister for with out her i do not know what kind of person i would be . she was practically my mother. I never talked to my mom about stuff, my mother was always distant, but my sister always made sure to watch my back and made sure that i was mentally ok. And now with my mom moving out of austin and me soon to ( Read more... )