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[strawberryoxyge]

i cant help but feel that dull ache in the back of my head
its taunting me
as much as i try to numb it nothing works
i thought i had come so far but the insecurities are rising and i want to run away
i want someone on my level that way if i dissappoint them it doesnt matter because they are the same as me .
i dont want to become attached because it hurts harder when you fall