Seeing as somebody (I can't say who, because this person is too spineless to identify themselves) thinks that they know me inside and out based on this journal and feels it necessary to harass me and my opinions, my posts will be friends only from now on ( Read more... )

this whole being in love thing is really nice ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking scared because for some reason it's hitting me RIGHT NOW that I have NO IDEA where I'm going to be a year from now ( Read more... )

I'm busy ( Read more... )

I'm scared there's a giant furry spider in my room because I had a dream that there was one on my face and I couldn't open my eyes, but then it was just an adorable kitten. I wish there were an adorable kitten in my room ( Read more... )

So, um, make that extremely happy. thanks.

My next semester ( Read more... )

Sometimes i force myself to listen to songs or albums that are painful to listen to because of the memories they bring back. I guess I sort of want to make new memories with them so that I can eventually listen to them without the pain ( Read more... )

So the thing I've realized is I'm really good with myself. Like, I like who I am, who I've become over the past few years. But I always thought that being happy with who I am would make me happy overall, and that's not the way it's worked out. I'm sad, okay? I wish that people would just accept that sometimes. I'm not miserable most of the time, ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot idiot idiot.

I'm still constantly amazed at how differently than I expected this semester is turning out.

And and idiot.