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I'm so fucking scared because for some reason it's hitting me RIGHT NOW that I have NO IDEA where I'm going to be a year from now.
I just want someone to point me in the right direction.
I'm staying home this weekend to finish up my thesis chapter. I have about two pages done right now, which isn't too bad. It's due Monday, no specific time though. Then I have a million other homework things to do before Tuesday.
I miss Sam more than I expected to. I haven't talked to him since Thursday, but there's so much that I've realized I want to say to him, but mostly not over the phone. I can't wait to see him Monday, but I still have all that work, and he'll be tired and ughh why can't we just have a normal schedule?
I bought a Christmas tree for the apartment today. Gebler and I are going to decorate some time this week. I'm very excited. I love Christmas time. I bitch about the commercialism and I'm in no way religious, but I love this time of year.
I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. I didn't really ever sit down and think about it, but I'm thankful for: My parents, my puppers, being fortunate enough to be in college, my friends, sam, being alive, abigale, macaroni and cheese, deviled eggs, independence (sort of), sunsets, the valley, art classes, great professors, exploding dog, postsecret, and really nice wine.
I just want someone to point me in the right direction.
I'm staying home this weekend to finish up my thesis chapter. I have about two pages done right now, which isn't too bad. It's due Monday, no specific time though. Then I have a million other homework things to do before Tuesday.
I miss Sam more than I expected to. I haven't talked to him since Thursday, but there's so much that I've realized I want to say to him, but mostly not over the phone. I can't wait to see him Monday, but I still have all that work, and he'll be tired and ughh why can't we just have a normal schedule?
I bought a Christmas tree for the apartment today. Gebler and I are going to decorate some time this week. I'm very excited. I love Christmas time. I bitch about the commercialism and I'm in no way religious, but I love this time of year.
I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. I didn't really ever sit down and think about it, but I'm thankful for: My parents, my puppers, being fortunate enough to be in college, my friends, sam, being alive, abigale, macaroni and cheese, deviled eggs, independence (sort of), sunsets, the valley, art classes, great professors, exploding dog, postsecret, and really nice wine.