i can't wait until we move up north. seriously? i've had enough. not only is the whole housing situation stressing me out, but matt now works with that crazy effing bitch. the one we cut out of our lives because shes messed up. she found out he worked there today, and literally tried to piss him off by blocking him in on the highway behind her and ( Read more... )

i keep forgetting about this thing. probably because i'm busy blogging on my other blog. and ya, i'm not using proper punucation right now because frankly i am too lazy lol. i had a late night. matt went to pickering to visit a friend and have a x-box party/sleepover so i had the house to myself - with nolan off course. only i hate being the only ( Read more... )

Our landlord is freakin' amazing! The people upstairs have the bigger apartment - three bedrooms and way more storage and space - and they are moving, so he called us last week to say that he REALLY wanted us to move upstairs & was willing to work out a deal for us. They paid 950 plus, which we weren't too sure about because we need to know how ( Read more... )

Screw respite training, Nolan was up til 4am. I'm exhausted.

I babysat again today, which wasn't so bad. I like babysitting, it's fun. It's only slightly hard to do with a newborn around - he sort of takes first priority and, since he's mine, he will always take first priority...but still. I took the little girl I babysit for occasionally out to Reid's Diary to get milk and bought her an ice cream cone. We ( Read more... )

Last night Matt and I went out on a date, we saw The Hangover and were out until like 11:30 lol. Kim (Matt's mom) watched Nolan. I didn't go to sleep until like 2am or 3 or something like that, then I was up several times with Nolan. I'm SO tired today and have to babysit. But it's money, so I'll do it. I'll just be very boring for the little girl ( Read more... )

Here's the thing about having a baby young; suddenly you become SUPER popular. Like everyone wants to be your friend. I've had friend requests on Facebook from friends of friends that I've never even met before. There is one person in particular - not saying any names - who is literally friends with every teen mom from our old high school. Even if ( Read more... )

I've always felt like my oldest sister, S, has disliked me. I used to think she walked on water and was the nicer of my other sisters, but only when I was in my late teens did I realize how untrue this was. She's always held a certain...distaste for me. Anytime I go to her with a problem or try to have a heart to heart, she gives me her opinion and ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I get so frustrated with Matt I just want to get in the car and drive. Not far, and not for long, but just long enough to blow off steam and make him think about why I'm frustrated.

Don't get me wrong, I love him to death...he's the man of my dreams but he is still a guy. This morning was particularly hard for me. I am the one who's ( Read more... )

I have decided I'm going to start using my LJ on a semi-regular basis again, even though I really prefer my other blog...but it just feels like I still can't be 100% honest there. My sisters, my grandparents, my parents - they all have the link to my other blog. They all can so easily get pissed off at the stuff I write, and I honestly need to ( Read more... )