well even after this long with fighting with the web person..... i am guessing they won't put Jr.'s site back up. Kinda wondering what else i could do. Any ideas ( Read more... )

So i finally did it today. I didn't do it on Jr.'s day......im sitting here listening to Chris Jackmans the chouce cd, fighting to go hold the doll that i have of him. Tears rolling.............. Thinking of everything......that day. I can't even see so why am i typing this

Now i know we just got a thingie of stamps.........and a few other items have walked off with it. OMG where did i put them. This is the kind of shit that drives me mad. The last few months though i don't remember anything....case of pregnancy related forgetfulness....but to fell the shock waves of missing items after the baby is here is just wrong ( Read more... )

I was talking to Mike about Mathew and i called him Jr. :(

I will admit being on bedrest and the problem of not having good "staying in touch and updated" skills i have really missed out on my friends posts. I have been reading all morning back posts and it reminds me how lucky i am to have friends like you. For an hour today while reading your posts i focused on wht you were saying and how much i missed ( Read more... )

Mathew weighs 4 pounds and 3 oz now. and he is taking 23cc of milk by mouth already :)

We went yesterday to see the little man, he is no longer under the jaundice light :) Here are some pictures of him from yesterday and some of the girls since i haven't posted any in a while. Michelle learned that if she stick her finger in her trach that she can make noise, her oxygen lvls doesn't even go down when she does that. Abigail is so ( Read more... )

Mathew Jacob- 17 inches long and 4 pounds 1.4 oz ( Read more... )

I went to see her yesterday. When we arrived there Michelle was up in the crib in her bouny chair. We got her down and noticed she had been sitting in her own pee. She has bed sores on her head and a huge bald spot. Her skin is flaking off from everywhere her hair had something matted in it and they told me she had gotten a bath that night but it ( Read more... )

Michelle,,,,poor baby has to go to the e.r. tonight. Clear at walter reed. The hospital here doesn't have a feeding tube and w.r. is checking right now to see if they do. Her second tube change today has proven to not work. It too doesn't work correctly. The ball that holds the water to keep it in her stomach refuses to keep the water ( Read more... )