i have no social life, and i dont care. better not to involve myself with things that tend to go wrong further down the road anyway. i keep to my family these days, and it's rather nice. sometimes i drink after the baby goes to sleep, never to excess but then again i never enjoyed that anyway. oh, my baby said mama on christmas. and he rolled over ( Read more... )

it's been a minute since i updated this thing. hmm...not a lot has happened since april. well, a lot but not really. i gave birth to my son (august 20). the epidural only rocked til i was 9 cm. i can honestly say that having his head and the doctor's hands easing him along was the most painful and exhausting thing ever. EVERRRR~! oh, but the ( Read more... )

my poor baby is sick. didnt know with what til last night when he sneezed out a wad of bloody snot all over my arm. yay sinus infection~! :( he has a couple of days in a row off work, so hopefully he gets over it. he's more of a baby now than he was when he got ill last year, but i suppose that's kind of my fault. i'll get him up in about 20 mins ( Read more... )

being married doesnt make me feel much different than i did, except for the lingering fear of losing one of my rings down the shower drain when i wash my hair. for the most part, i cant really see why people are so pessimistic about marriage. eh, i've got a good number of years before i need to make that determination. ;) i have no doubt that he's ( Read more... )

busy next couple of weeks for us. dad has an appointment with his oncologist tomorrow afternoon, really not sure why but hoping he has good news. dad's been home since saturday afternoon. not eating much, but has a lot more energy than before he went into hospital. spends less time napping and more time being social with the family. still not ( Read more... )

so my mom is visiting, right? she'll leave tomorrow afternoon. it's strange seeing her, the first time in about seven years. she's a dietary supplement nut so im stocked full with 180 days worth of prenatal vitamins, ginger tea for nausea, papaya pills for indigestion/heartburn, and flax seed oil for constipation (oh, the joys of pregnancy). she ( Read more... )

we started off with a bang this afternoon when josh opened a new account at the credit union his dad belongs to (henceforth one more step away from his mother having access to his money in the credit union she belongs to). furthermore, his credit's been approved for to get a new car. ours is being an ass and we cant quite figure if it's the head ( Read more... )

well. even without the results (which are due in tomorrow) the pathologist is 99% positive that my father has acute myelogenous leukemia. he's still being pumped full of blood and antibiotics and other fluids, but he'll be in hospital for the next month getting and recuperating from chemo treatment. i cried in front of him when the doctor told us. ( Read more... )

my dad's in hospital. he's had a biopsy this afternoon. results friday. a combination of my hormones (due to pregnancy) and this possible cancer in my father has really left me rather depressed. i know i shouldnt but i keep having these horrible weeping fits at the drop of a hat. josh's grandma yelled at me about going to see the obgyn, but at this ( Read more... )

josh's grandma had hip replacement surgery last monday and came home thursday. we stayed with her everynight but last. interesting conversations took place, i took her food everynight which she liked well enough. says i make the best lasagne she's ever had (hehe). we got her chocolate and flowers and a sweet card. saturday morning conversation ( Read more... )