Today, my dad showed me who he really is.

Right now i'm going through my finals, and having all the time I can get help from others for tutoring is very important for me in order to get a good grade on them.

My dad doesn't give a shit about that. All he cares about is going to the ranch and expect me to work and come home on sunday night and ( Read more... )

I'm torn between two things. My friends that all live somewhere else and my compound family. I just dont know how to deal with them both. I love both so very much it makes me think how blessed to have them two in my life ( Read more... )

If you want to know where I am tommorrow night, I will be attending this. I will be the drunk guy holding a glass of wine and a couple of cubes of cheese!!!!


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Tommorrow. Will it ever come soon enough?

Tommorrow. The day I get freedom from highschool.

Tommorrow. I will be happy.

Tommorrow. I Graduate.

Am I happy? You bet your ass I am.

Wow I have noticed that my past entries are so fucking emotional and pathetic.

I love you all.

Next thursday, I will be graduating and never returning to that horrible place called highschool. I hate it ( Read more... )

Lately I have felt so complete/incomplete. I got into UT but I have to do a year at UTPA, which isn't all that bad. I feel that I haven't been home in ages. I feel like I hurt some of my closest friends, in a matter that I didn't choose. I was starting to feel somewhat complete untill that faithful day when God but matters into his own hands and ( Read more... )

Greetings from L.A.!

Why do I feel like I am not going to college?

Samuel Bayer is a fucking Genius

"Famous Last Words"

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that ( Read more... )

    I wish I could lay with Shara and talk in bed with yvette all day at the compound getting wasted. And converse about life, I really do need that.
Ah blasphemous, if it was only summer, if it was only all ok, if only it was all peaceful and happy again.
Why is life cruel, why do I always have to get the shit end of the stick.

I need to find ( Read more... )