pointless but needed to get out there.
I'm torn between two things. My friends that all live somewhere else and my compound family. I just dont know how to deal with them both. I love both so very much it makes me think how blessed to have them two in my life.
My friends from highschool now college;
You guys did nothing but fill my adolesence with joy and laughter. My girls, oh my girls. You kids made me love anything that came my way. And even though my senior (I dont know if it had the same effect on you guys as it did on me) I think I kinda separated myself from you guys I never thought anything less of you guys. I love you and that will never ever EVER change.
My compound family;
oh where can I start. oh yes, yvette. You changed me into not only a better drinker haha but a better writer and above all else a better person. Honestly I would be dead if it wasn't for you. From everyone to the tmu guys to the tmu girls, I love you all and the compound has and always will be my escape, my little treehouse that noone can find ever in their life time. It's one of the greatest places I have ever gone to ever in my life. Joy, laughter, amazing music, cigs, and booze. Heaven much? I would like to think so.
I look pretty much like this now
<--- pedo. Confused as to why my mom is a bar with me.
And me now loving my sister moving back with me
And after everything that has happened the good, the bad, and the ugly, im still alive. Groundbreaking.
Well I know things will get nothing but better. I love everyone where ever they are. You guys are my world. School has started now lets make it the best of what it is and I will see (whoever is not in mcallen) sooner and not later. Love you all.
Fuck broncs ;)
(wow I felt really sad starting this entry but now I feel so much more at ease with myself about staying here)
My friends from highschool now college;
You guys did nothing but fill my adolesence with joy and laughter. My girls, oh my girls. You kids made me love anything that came my way. And even though my senior (I dont know if it had the same effect on you guys as it did on me) I think I kinda separated myself from you guys I never thought anything less of you guys. I love you and that will never ever EVER change.
My compound family;
oh where can I start. oh yes, yvette. You changed me into not only a better drinker haha but a better writer and above all else a better person. Honestly I would be dead if it wasn't for you. From everyone to the tmu guys to the tmu girls, I love you all and the compound has and always will be my escape, my little treehouse that noone can find ever in their life time. It's one of the greatest places I have ever gone to ever in my life. Joy, laughter, amazing music, cigs, and booze. Heaven much? I would like to think so.
I look pretty much like this now
<--- pedo. Confused as to why my mom is a bar with me.
And me now loving my sister moving back with me
And after everything that has happened the good, the bad, and the ugly, im still alive. Groundbreaking.
Well I know things will get nothing but better. I love everyone where ever they are. You guys are my world. School has started now lets make it the best of what it is and I will see (whoever is not in mcallen) sooner and not later. Love you all.
Fuck broncs ;)
(wow I felt really sad starting this entry but now I feel so much more at ease with myself about staying here)