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Today, my dad showed me who he really is.
Right now i'm going through my finals, and having all the time I can get help from others for tutoring is very important for me in order to get a good grade on them.
My dad doesn't give a shit about that. All he cares about is going to the ranch and expect me to work and come home on sunday night and completely waste my entire weekend over there. So I told him that I am in need of getting tutored this weekend and of course he shot me down and told me that he doesnt give a shit about anything in my life, and all he cares is for me to obey him.
I am hiding at school and not answering his calls so he will not be able to find me.
I hate meeting my friends parents/grandparents because it only makes me sad to see that they will go over a mountain for them, and for me my dad will not even let me do what I need to do for school.
Basically he is more important and what he has to do is more important that anything that is in me and my siblings lives.
I just wished he loved my mom the way he should
I just wish he loved my brothers and my sister the way he should
I just wish he would love me the way he should
He seriously needs help before its to late.