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I am so sick of the ridiculous of my life. I want to crawl into a hole right now and never come out. My professor was talking about how sometimes we feel trapped like we are living in a cage and maybe that's the case with me these days. I feel like I live in a cage except it's in a dark room with no windows. I feel like sometimes I can't ( Read more... ) -
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So its february 1st and it feels like may 1st lol but thats because its so warm out... I want it to be friday because its been so exhausting ( Read more... ) -
Ramblings of a crazy person......
so now that everyone hates me or thinks I have lost my mind, I am going to the doctor. I am on an antidepressant because after the fight with Spencer last night I took 11 sleep pills, 2 oxycodone and 4 muscle relaxers and root beer. I was so messed up all day and I went to the doctor today who knows about 1 time i tried. so now that I have tried ( Read more... ) -
Dear Spencer
I did what I did I cant take it back or change it, you must be perfect or never made a mistake in life that you cant take back, u will one day and it sucks to regret something. I guess you unknowingly taught me a lesson that I must be a really crap judge of character because when everyone was telling me what an asshole you were, I defended you. ( Read more... ) -
happy holidays 2010
I dont even know why I am bothering updating this since not a damn soul reads it anymore... so much going through my head but at the same time no words to express.... happy holidays all working tomorrow and friday woohoo and thinking a lot of something that happened tonight if its for real than I am confused if its not than fine but yeah I am so ( Read more... ) -
You get me!!!
So I'm a little left of center ( Read more... ) -
4 days down 61 to go!!
Ok I officially miss my hubby so so so much right now and I got 4 hours of sleep last night because I tossed and turned til almost 4 am and than Emily woke me up right before 9 am so yayz to her I guess my human alarm clock. I havent talked to Paul in going on 5 days and I miss him like theres no tomorrow. Every time my fone rings i get my hopes ( Read more... ) -
Yanks unearth Sox jersey from new park
So much for the curse. The New York Yankees have ended a construction worker's attempt to jinx their new stadium with a buried Boston Red Sox jersey ( Read more... ) -
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Moving is over now unpacking is the chore and I have had almost no internet access so yays to right now...... Well I am happy like woah about the move but its taking a while to get used to.... ciao for now though... more of an update later