4 days down 61 to go!!
Ok I officially miss my hubby so so so much right now and I got 4 hours of sleep last night because I tossed and turned til almost 4 am and than Emily woke me up right before 9 am so yayz to her I guess my human alarm clock. I havent talked to Paul in going on 5 days and I miss him like theres no tomorrow. Every time my fone rings i get my hopes that its him and of course not hes busy...... I wish it would hurry up already or they could put me to sleep til he gets back so I dont miss him like this but yet I havent really broken down in tears because I know that Ems would sense something though she has a death wish right now with climbing.. I am getting a hint of what being a single parent is like and I can honestly say I cant stand it. Its one thing if I had started off as a single parent but I didnt and now I have a 21 month old who keeps going Daddy Daddy... I dont mind it because its giving me time to spend alone with her but she misses him and I miss him and it sucks.... I also need to go clothes shopping when the first paycheck comes in because she needs a new bathing suit and I need to buy birthday presents and grrr... too much time to think.. Oh yeah and I dyed my hair.