i sort of feel like absolute shit ( Read more... )

i've been procrastinating with incredible skill ( Read more... )

i can't believe how rediculously fast the start of the semester has come up behind me and swept me off my feet. now i'm headed downriver and fast. i know there are going to be some big drops up ahead, but for now i'm just trying to enjoy the ride ( Read more... )

i am moving out soon, within the next two days i guess, and im okay with it and even sort of excited ( Read more... )

its very quiet today. extremely.

which i dont mind really.
but its strange.

i havent felt like doing much at all since i've returned from california.
maybe i'm just really trying to relax as much as possible before school starts.
because, lets face it,
school is terrifying. but im so optimistic about it, you have no clue.

jesus. there are a lot of things that i needed to say but never got said. damn it. it makes me mad because all those things are in my head, and all of them need to still be said. which means, that i might have to rehash an awkward subject. ek.

man, relaxing on the couch always feels so so so so so nice ( Read more... )

the best thing that i've done for myself is this ( Read more... )

haha. home is so lovely- as long as i don't hang out with my best friends from high school in a group ( Read more... )

my sister is screaming about god knows what. oh yah, about how i don't live here and how i am a "guest" in this house and am not allowed to sing... heh. brat ( Read more... )