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the best thing that i've done for myself is this:
i have decided that there will be a "before california" me and a "after california" me. so far i've been successful in keeping it up.
we all know what before california was. depressed, prone to tears and severe mood swings. taking everything personally and to the extreme.
and after california. happier, not caring so much about all the bullshit. not letting the little stuff get to me. enjoying life for wahat it is. event the bike ride up to campus every morning.
so. im trying not to be soo emo. ive only been home for like a little over 48 hours.... but.............. so far so good! mostly!
i have decided that there will be a "before california" me and a "after california" me. so far i've been successful in keeping it up.
we all know what before california was. depressed, prone to tears and severe mood swings. taking everything personally and to the extreme.
and after california. happier, not caring so much about all the bullshit. not letting the little stuff get to me. enjoying life for wahat it is. event the bike ride up to campus every morning.
so. im trying not to be soo emo. ive only been home for like a little over 48 hours.... but.............. so far so good! mostly!