you get what you give
i am moving out soon, within the next two days i guess, and im okay with it and even sort of excited.
i hate moving, it's just a sucky process, but i keep realizing how awesome this next semester is going to be. it's going to be busy but fucking sweet. i feel old suddenly. living off campus ages you. makes you realize real life still exsists though living in the dorms had sort of made it seem like it didn't
optimisitic. i'm having such a chill day. just packing and doing laundry and cleaning. i completely cleaned out my cousins refrigerator today. it was like mold central. she's going off to college at the university of seattle and so they're going to pick it up on the drive up in about two weeks.
i'm really excited for them to come and see the house and just see my life. the more and more i think about it, the more i realize its hard for me to talk to my family because they really have no real idea what the hell is going on in my life. they havent visited since freshman year, and my mom hasnt been up since orientation. no idea about my friends or anything. and i get the feeling that, my mom at least, gets angry when i talk about my life up here. which causes a problem. because what else am i supposed to talk about when i have been living here 11 months out of a year?????? heh.
i hate moving, it's just a sucky process, but i keep realizing how awesome this next semester is going to be. it's going to be busy but fucking sweet. i feel old suddenly. living off campus ages you. makes you realize real life still exsists though living in the dorms had sort of made it seem like it didn't
optimisitic. i'm having such a chill day. just packing and doing laundry and cleaning. i completely cleaned out my cousins refrigerator today. it was like mold central. she's going off to college at the university of seattle and so they're going to pick it up on the drive up in about two weeks.
i'm really excited for them to come and see the house and just see my life. the more and more i think about it, the more i realize its hard for me to talk to my family because they really have no real idea what the hell is going on in my life. they havent visited since freshman year, and my mom hasnt been up since orientation. no idea about my friends or anything. and i get the feeling that, my mom at least, gets angry when i talk about my life up here. which causes a problem. because what else am i supposed to talk about when i have been living here 11 months out of a year?????? heh.