The days are getting shorter. I tried to ignore it, tell myself it was too early to be noticing that and it was surely in my head. Why, summer's hardly even kicked into gear, I thought. Sure, we had some hot days, but so much rain too, more like spring around here than summer. This morning though I couldn't deny it. As I sat and waited to leave ( Read more... )

You know what I miss? Those young teenage years of unadulterated crushes. The days when your only fear was that the boy you were absolutely retarded for didn't like you back. As I've gotten older that fear has been negated somewhat because I usually have a pretty decent idea of how a given boy feels about me, but it's been replaced with so much ( Read more... )

I am suddenly in a very grumpy agitated mood and it's irritating because I really don't know why. Not knowing why is irritating because it makes it rather hard to fix something when I don't know what needs fixing. Of course, even if I knew, there's a good chance it's something that I wouldn't really be able to fix anyway, or at least not nearly as ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in quite some time. I'm slipping back into the night shift black hole. Anything that doesn't happen after 6pm or before 6am doesn't exist. Mostly I don't mind, but I do miss some day time things. I haven't been climbing yet this week and didn't go last week. Haven't seen my family since last week. Haven't gone swimming yet this ( Read more... )

Well, it seems to be the day for happy posts ( Read more... )

I always hate this time. I can't say time of the month, because I take birth control and only have to do this every two or three months. It's not the bleeding that bothers me so much. That part isn't fun of course, but when it happens it's always a welcome relief. It's the few days I have to wait for that to start that are torture. There's always ( Read more... )

How can I want companionship so much and suck so badly at holding together a relationship?

Today as I was driving home from work I suddenly realized it's spring. Everything is green and blooming and pretty. I was in an awful mood, far out of proportion to anything that might have precipitated it initiallly. So, I decided to go to the Japanese gardens in Zilker park and watch the koi. I almost didn't when I thought about traffic, but I ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days you wake up and wish you could just go back to sleep, wish you could just hibernate til something worth waking up for happens.

I am officially the worst gold digger ever. I broke up with the boy who gave me a free place to stay. I pissed off the boy who was going to buy me a plane ticket for a get together in NY. I better get damn good at this self sufficient thing damn fast ( Read more... )