I think I finally remembered more about the crazy dream that woke me up the other night ( Read more... )

For the first time in ages I got out of the house and hung out with someone I don't really know. The boyfriend seems to not be very happy about it though and wasn't even before I left the house. Given, not such awesome timing on my part. I woke up last night at about 2:30 in the morning after only 2 or so hours of sleep and after tossing and ( Read more... )

It's been four months and seeing him still pisses me off. Why? I don't get it. I know things have worked out for the better mostly. It really sucked at the end and we were both miserable. Yeah, they could have ended much more neatly. There's no one to blame there but myself, but it did need to end. I didn't really expect to somehow be friends ( Read more... )

Today was interesting. I didn't think it was going to be, but these things have a way of happening regardless ( Read more... )

So, I haven't updated in a while what with the life and way too many classes and such. A lot has changed though. Not like, oh I bought a different brand of socks and they're really comfy kind of change, but my whole outlook really. Without getting into the really gory details, all I can say is hooray for mind altering substances ( Read more... )

I need to get the hang of this single thing. I really suck at it. I'm bored and have no clue what to do with myself. The stupid thing is when I was in a relationship I'd probably have been sitting in this very spot doing something rather similar while my boy slept or played on his computer, but just knowing he was there I could focus on my things. ( Read more... )

The lack of objectivity in this situation is frustrating. I'm wondering if I haven't just behaved like a scared little girl and run away from something strange and new just because it was different. I know that's not entirely true and that there were some genuinely not good things about my relationship with Lynden, mostly that I didn't want to have ( Read more... )

Well, the breaking up is done. I told him wednesday I didn't think it was a good idea for us to move out together with the way things had been going, that I didn't see them getting any better. He just said, "Ok" then got up and called a friend and started packing the basics. I couldn't stand to stay in the house, so I Sarey for girly comfort and ( Read more... )

I'm bored. Yes, again. Today it's the frustrated, self destructive, energetic sort of bored. Part of me wants to go out and run til I fall down, the other part is the lazy part sitting here writing about it instead. If I knew how to fight I'd find someone to spar with. As it is though I suck at both running and fighting and neither one is as much ( Read more... )

I give you this. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TheGreatHatsby

This is officially freaking awesome. Hooray for bored people getting creative and making my day a little more interesting.