So, until about fifteen minutes ago I had never heard of such a thing. A little before fifteen minutes ago I got a message from someone with the screen name HorizontalSalmon. They just sent a message that said hi. Well, that's what I thought anyway. After a few minutes of confusion it turns out they thought I'd just sent them a message that said hi ( Read more... )

I just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind again for the first time in a very long time. Probably for the first time all the way through since I bought it right after it came out. Not because it's not a good movie, it's a fucking great movie, but because of how it fucks with my head. Tim and I had a debate quite a while ago about the ( Read more... )

Went to therapy again today. It's kinda nice to sit and tell someone all about yourself who's never heard any of it before and who knows the right kind of questions to ask. It's weird too though. I guess it's just the nature of trying to find out why you're unhappy that you have to focus on all the ways your family and your life are weird or ( Read more... )

I know, tell you something you don't already know, right? Me being bored is far from being news worthy. In fact, I think at this point it's such a common thing I may as well get on here and write to tell you that this morning the sun rose. I don't know how to fix it though. Maybe I'm just being mopey, but all the stuff people tell me to try to ( Read more... )

I feel better today. I guess ranting like a little emo kid with a stubbed toe did the trick. Now I just need to figure out how to get it out of my system faster so I don't waste days fucking up and missing work or school or whatever I'm supposed to be doing ( Read more... )

Warning: Horrible whiney rant ensues. Upon reading you may experience the urge to wear thick black eyeliner and/or listen to bad emo music. Continue at your own risk. (As much as every part of me is screaming to delete this awful assault on your eyes now that I've got it out of my system, I guess I'm going to post it anyway, because keeping it to ( Read more... )

Well, looks like I was indeed jumping the gun and things are ok ( Read more... )

I feel sometimes like some strange alien life form who will never quite understand the ways of the human creatures that inhabit this world. It seems as though I will always be the observer, like looking at the animals in the zoo from a distance or through the plate glass window. Seeing them and their world and the ways they interact, but never ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if I slept too much or had too much caffeine. Probably some combination of the two. Between that and trying to absorb an impressive amount of information from my class in a rather short amount of time (I feel really sorry for the folks who didn't have the same class I did before that already covered half of what we went over today), my ( Read more... )

Ever feel like the universe is doing everything in it's power to make your decided course of action as difficult as possible? That would be me, right about now ( Read more... )