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my life sucks.
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It just takes time to through anything that you're confused about. It's still hard because time can either hinder or help. In this case it did a little of both but luckily I have someone who cares enough to stick around. I am kinda sad about how things ended up being. You know you never forget someone that you were in love with no matter what the ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know if things are how I want them to be or how everyone else dreamed they would be. I'm in a rut that I don't wanna be. I guess when it comes down to it jumped the gun and created this for myself. I don't know if I'm just going through a phase..or if this is really how I feel straight to the bone. Maybe when I have my own life and my own ( Read more... ) -
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i think its really silly that the same problems that we had before...are still here. AND i still am asking myself the same fucking questions and im still getting the same anwsers. when is enough, enough exactly? -
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Look at me, laying on the floor..headache, thinking..well I guess more daydreaming of what things should be and what they have the potential to be for me. I'm just over the whole situation to the point where you can take what you've gotten for me, I'll sleep on the floor, and you can say anything you want to offend me and make me
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why is that everything you do is okay? (i just had dejavu) and when im upset about something i am crazy and annoying and dumb and wrong? im tired of being in a relationship where your feelings rule my feelings and my feelings to you are dumb and over looked. but when youre upset, if i dont comfort you and make up with you, im horrible. and also, ( Read more... ) -
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i think that sometimes its hard to do things that you want to do. im mad at myself but i always have to act a certain way when i know..i know that i feel another way. i guess ive trained myself to not allow myself to feel how i want to feel and actually show it. i always have some kind of guard up. im too stubborn and i need to let it go. at least ( Read more... ) -
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im not gonna write any of that crazy shit. the last one wasent that bad but i read some of the other shit and im like..oh i really felt like that. thats kinda fucking weird. its nice to know i guess but like..i feel the exact opposite. i still feel the same way about the last entry. i dont care about that situation at all but i mean its still all ( Read more... ) -
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im upset with the way i have been acting. when it comes down to it..you cant control what other people do. so, im not upset with the way "they" have been acting. its me that is the problem ( Read more... ) -
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FUCK! I SUCK ( Read more... )