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im upset with the way i have been acting. when it comes down to it..you cant control what other people do. so, im not upset with the way "they" have been acting. its me that is the problem.
i am the problem because i have been allowing myself to get into something, and put my heart into something, and be the best i can be for something that doesn't exist. im not a baby, and im not a bitch, and im not annoying. im sincere, honest, and loyal. the people i care about, i care for tremendously and would never do anything to upset or hurt them. i don't front my feelings and i don't fuck around. it saddens me that i have acted this way because ive done it for nothing but sorrow and misery and to be disrespected and feel foolish.
maybe im over reacting but to me, im not. this is truly how i feel. I know how to treat someone right. i know right from wrong and how to be respectful to someones feelings. it doesn't make a difference based on our relationship. what is underneath all the bullshit and whats real should be based on how you act. that's all im saying.
i am the problem because i have been allowing myself to get into something, and put my heart into something, and be the best i can be for something that doesn't exist. im not a baby, and im not a bitch, and im not annoying. im sincere, honest, and loyal. the people i care about, i care for tremendously and would never do anything to upset or hurt them. i don't front my feelings and i don't fuck around. it saddens me that i have acted this way because ive done it for nothing but sorrow and misery and to be disrespected and feel foolish.
maybe im over reacting but to me, im not. this is truly how i feel. I know how to treat someone right. i know right from wrong and how to be respectful to someones feelings. it doesn't make a difference based on our relationship. what is underneath all the bullshit and whats real should be based on how you act. that's all im saying.