The way I see it now. You can either get your facebook back on, keep being friends with those girls and keep making more new girlfriends, have your freedom, have your life, have your space and your precious privacy, but I will stop loving you, stop caring and become totally indifferent to you. Or I could keep caring and loving you, and you can ( Read more... )

'If you came with a warning label, what would it say ( Read more... )

I GOT ACCEPTED!!!! Oh my god, you have no idea how good it feels to get a phone call saying the mentor access program is taking me in. Cyrill Wong is my mentor. I'm not quite sure how to spell his name. But I will know soon. This means a whole lot to me, it's like hearing that it's not all in my head. I can actually write and I am worth mentoring ( Read more... )

This blog is where I bash the nasties. It's my private vent area because no one knows about it. Well, no one I know anyway ( Read more... )

I feel completely disgusting. Maybe it's a bad bout of gastritis from Thailand or something. But I'm bloated alot, and quite woozy which cannot be from diving since the wobblies from the dive trip has worn off and sick. Nasty disgusting nauseated feeling. And also, I feel terribly run down. Might be the shock of returning to the real world from ( Read more... )

Am down with a bad upper respiratory tract infection. Doctor thought it might be dengue but the fever broke this morning so I think I am safe. still monitoring like a madwoman though. And drinking. It is awfully difficult to consume 2 liters of water a day. Horrible. And just found out that nothing to be done for dengue, they can only make you ( Read more... )

We were talking about a tailored curriculum for a degree in the office. And someone wondered what a degree curriculum tailored for someone who wanted to take over the world would look like ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wonder what am I doing here. With a man who says he can live with or without me. Who doesn't really care if I'm there or not. Who doesn't seem to care as much as I do about him. Whose family can go to some serious hostility because they are uncomfortable with me. What happened to the wonderful person I met two years ago? What happened ( Read more... )

Dear you, in light of the very shitty birthday, I've decided that its ok to think of you. Because, really, if I hadn't made certain desicions back then, my life won't be as it is now and you would still be in it. In a big way. And not to mention that when I am upset in a big way, I do tend to think of you. Oh and there's also the thing where our ( Read more... )

Some kid died yesterday after qualifying for the traithlon for SEA games. How much does that suck? He clocked in at 2 hours 19 minutes or so and then dropped unconscious at the finish line. And died. By the time he reached the hospital, his heart had stopped. Dude. There's a limit to how much the human body can do ( Read more... )