"i'm not leaving without seeing you"

i cant believe i bought that
that he cared
that i was the only one that mattered
not that he said that
i assumed
stupid me

instead he's already seen another girl
w/e
he's allowed to do that
he's a grown up
and single
but i wonder if they slept together?
i wonder if he wanted to?

Nick
        -his name
                          newly learned-
                                                     refused

What?

I can't take your money
                                        for drugs
                                                        unless you ( Read more... )

 i'd never seen drug use before

apart from my aunt sara
                                            flashing me a glimpse
                                                                                       of what i now realize
                                                                                       of crystal laden kryp and
            ( Read more... )

everyone has
                       an addiction 
                       a vice
                       a monster

it may be 
                                   great 
                                            or small 
                                   legit
                                            or illegal

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I met a boy. : )

Only 5 school days left.

This is almost all over.....OMG!

I shop too much, because it makes me happy (for the moment ( Read more... )

So here I am, again. Back to the beginning. Before the beginning, even ( Read more... )

my entire life is different.
because of one night.

woah.

todya was really awesome and really sucky at the same time.

you ever realize, suddenly, that youre not nearly as close to somebody as you thought you were ( Read more... )