beginning

[somebodys_muse]

Nick
        -his name
                          newly learned-
                                                     refused

What?

I can't take your money
                                        for drugs
                                                        unless you promise
                                                                                            to hit this
                              Damn...

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in that moment
                                      fear gripped me
and even though
                               that had been my plan
       even though
                             i didn't really mean
                             my lame excuses about school

my voice still shook
                                           as i said
                                              okay
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that's when i met 
       Gabby
she had edgey red and dark hair
she not only did drugs
she sold them

and she was so
                             alive
                             cool
                             understanding
                             high

persuasive

she made me feel so
                                       new
                                       accepted
                                       special

persuaded