Im not at the current point that my internship hours are the only thing that stands in my way in going back to active duty as an officer. I don't know why, and many think I am crazy and running away or just didn't accept living in the civilian sector. However inside of me has been a push, or maybe an actual calling. Calling me back to service. ( Read more... )

As i walk towards my destination ( Read more... )

I think i've grown a lot these past couple of years ( Read more... )

Ever since getting out i've found myself seeking more self-destructive methods, trying to see how far i push myself to the edge just to play around to see if i could perform tricks without falling. I test people constantly to see how far i am able to push them, to see how far i can recoil them back into accepting a different side of me. I like ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

Well im stuck waiting again. My orders haven't been cut yet, and im on the verge of what i think to believe in shift in my behavior, im very anxious, worried and can't seem to get boredom out of my mind. I feel tired today since i went to the gym but i haven't really done anything productive today. So much of my mental ambitions are being sluggish ( Read more... )

Its been 2 years since i've landed in Fort Bragg. Not my doing at all, but i have to be grateful for the isolation that came with it. Its let me explore areas of studying that i thought i wanted. Video editing, psychology, criminology, and back to psychology. Ultimately,as the pattern you saw, psychology was chosen ( Read more... )

I don't know where to exactly start. A lot of things have happened inside but it the thoughts don't reflect on actions. Ever since i was told by melissa that i express too much, I stopped talking about what i felt and began to bury any and all thoughts, opinions, and hopes for a conversations to spark up. In any case it almost seems that i am ( Read more... )

Finding out whats on the road ( Read more... )

Choosing to lock myself ( Read more... )