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Still lingering in the dark
I realise how much I hate me sometimes.
Me as a person, me as I awkwardly interactive with people I barely know.
The me that just can't love myself, and can't see why anyone would love me.
I wish I could change me, recode how I act and talk and behave. Be the complete opposite of who I am, just so I can feel a part of something. Because right now I ( Read more... ) -
here's a refresher
so what do you know, I'm back here on lj after many months (and still have a bad habit of typing liverjournal instead of livejournal ha ha ( Read more... ) -
needs inner peace
I feel so overwhelmed with emotions right now and I don't think it's helping at all that it is almost 4am.
The emotional wreck that is me right now can't stand it when the unexpected happens and the outcomes can't be controlled. Life goes on but I will always dwell on what actions I could have done to avoid the situation. Even as I try to think ( Read more... ) -
lingering insanity
I don't think anyone would really understand my pain right now.
vixx really have stolen my heart and the thing is, I don't want them to return it.
these past few months have been nothing but VIXX to me and it's only now that I've realised how much that really means.
exo are coming back with a christmas album but for once, I'm only half-caring. last ( Read more... ) -
place of sanctuary
so I had this thing planned out in my head before I went to sleep bUT SHIT IT'S LONG GONE NOW.
anyway yes what's up? I wanted to say something about fandom and things I was tired of but yeah............
/brain fart/
but oMG HOW AMAZING WERE VIXX?!?!
I swear if you dunno what they're up to mannnnn you are missing out! I said this before in a post ( Read more... ) -
in the finest of it all
I am done with college (for this year). It's pretty early but I decided not to take on board summer school because LIKE HELL I NEED A BREAK ( Read more... ) -
I don't know anymore
I wish college wasn't a pain in the ass. There's just so many times I want to quit- but then there's the thought of 'what would I do with my life next?' In the beginning I was ecstatic to have been accepted to college but, it's almost like I lost the will to keep trying- I lost the spark that I once had. I thought designing would allow me to ( Read more... ) -
exo fan fic recs (+short reviews)
The most efficient way to organise my fave fanfics without needing to go hunting around for keywords and cursing my lack of saved bookmarks. Naturally the list is incomplete, very biased and won't suit everyone's taste. All I can say is that, reading fic is serious business.
48 hours: translated by lukais
→ various pairings (kris/lay) ; 60k ; horror, ( ( Read more... )
