halloween night was kind of a bust, but FL/GA made up for everything. saturday was the most AMAZING day, even if i'm still ridiculously sick and can barely breathe or hear. it was totally worth every penny and i plan to try to make it out every year if possible ( Read more... )

reading old journal entries is SUCH A MISTAKE. something inspired me to read entries from like 9th grade and i had to stop after about 3 entries ( Read more... )

i've been reluctant to update about this situation out of fear of jinxing it. after this weekend i think we're finally at a place where i'm comfortable enough to let go of that irrational fear ( Read more... )

so after my last entry my night took a turn for the better. even though i only slept like 2 hours, it was very much worth it. friday was a bit boring, but i was so tired from not sleeping the night before that i passed out all afternoon and then went out to dinner. i got so full that i couldn't move for like 4 hours so i obviously couldn't go out ( Read more... )

this week has been weird ( Read more... )

i had the shittiest sleep last night. i went to bed around 3ish EXHAUSTED thinking i was going to PTFO and probably didn't fall asleep until 5something. i woke up around 8 and couldn't go back to sleep cuz my allergies were acting up... and now i'm here so i figured i would update ( Read more... )

i don't think i'll ever be the type of person who can just RELAX. i spend my weeks going back and forth between whether i think it's a good thing or a really bad thing to be so anal OCD. right now i'm feeling the latter... otherwise i probably wouldn't be updating ( Read more... )

2 tests done... 1 left tomorrow but it shouldn't be too bad. then 1 on monday and finally some freedom ( Read more... )

all it takes is a couple of really bad days to fuck everything up ( Read more... )

i have a pretty distinct pattern of updating anytime i have a lot of work to do or need to study. this seems to be the case for a few other people i know too. i mostly just sit here and bitch about how i don't want to study and how i hate my life blah blah blah ( Read more... )