destructive
all it takes is a couple of really bad days to fuck everything up.
i wish i knew how to deal with stress better. realistically speaking, i have time to do all the things i need to do and still get a few hours of sleep. but just thinking about having to do all these things (on very little sleep after just having taken a business law test) puts me into panic mode. and then i can't do ANYTHING. i can't sleep or eat or study. i need to not do this to myself anymore. it's very dumb and very unhealthy.
monday at 10pm i'll be a free woman (for a few weeks).
i wish i knew how to deal with stress better. realistically speaking, i have time to do all the things i need to do and still get a few hours of sleep. but just thinking about having to do all these things (on very little sleep after just having taken a business law test) puts me into panic mode. and then i can't do ANYTHING. i can't sleep or eat or study. i need to not do this to myself anymore. it's very dumb and very unhealthy.
monday at 10pm i'll be a free woman (for a few weeks).