I tend to post entries after seemingly large events in my life are tied up in neat little packaged memories.  Today was my last day of my fifth (but surprisingly NOT last) year of college.  Lots of interesting things have been happening to me, but I'm more excited about the direction my life is taking.  I'm here in the middle of a lot of events ( Read more... )

i'm not quite sure which is better:

fall in new york city

or

falling in love in new york city.

and it doesn't matter that he's an acting student in debt, he's the richest fucking guy in the world.  school is kicking my ass and i now spend my weekends at a famous brooklyn hardware store which provides its customers with free coffee and popcorn while ( Read more... )

 erin: what's up ( Read more... )

it was definitely because of the way he kissed me- a lunge that was so sudden and filled with a desperate sort of desire that it rocked me backwards towards the sleeping earth a couple of inches and i had to grasp the curb with my palm in order to steady myself...

it was definitely because of the way he kissed me, that i told him- despite my ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning feeling, as my facebook status confirms, so FREAKING happy to be back in brooklyn. i had a hop in my step as i set out to the dunkin donuts on 25th street for a morning cup 'o joe. on the way there, however, i was beeped at 5 times by random men, including a white van full of guys yelling things at me in spanish. they were ( Read more... )

i am pretty unwell, currently. i just canceled on the weekly evening out with my coworkers where we drink beer and bitch about our job. i had come home from work today with the intention of going straight to the gym, but i was too fucking beat to move and started to read and fell asleep instead. then i worked all evening drafting out set pieces ( Read more... )

i wrote a rant on thursday evening when i had my first emotional breakdown since i moved back to jersey. sadly but truly, three weeks without one was a record for me in my recent history. don't worry- i feel a lot better now, but i would still like to include some of the things that were on my mind when i was in that horrible state, just in a ( Read more... )

i usually update after i finish a show i was heavily involved in. i'm pretty much drained right now, but still feel obligated to express something as the pre-thesis design assitantship is finished and my first semester at brooklyn college is coming to a close ( Read more... )

so i've recently discussed this crazy dualistic doubly redundant manic-depressive state that i've been living in since moving to brooklyn, and realized today that i never seem to post LJ entries in the heat of the manic, so to speak, and therefore appear a hopelessly pathetic girl. so three things ( Read more... )

Although I am struggling with it just a little bit, I am glad that I've opened up this new highway of Cosmology into my life. Mondays and Thursdays are exhausting because I spend an hour and a half (two hours, counting cramming on the 2 train) contemplating cosmic structure, objects that are too big and old and dense to comprehend and incidentally ( Read more... )