i'm a maniac, maniac on the floor.
so i've recently discussed this crazy dualistic doubly redundant manic-depressive state that i've been living in since moving to brooklyn, and realized today that i never seem to post LJ entries in the heat of the manic, so to speak, and therefore appear a hopelessly pathetic girl. so three things:
1. situations arose and this morning was the first time i've been able to work out in six days. my fat pants are now officially my regular pants. yet i am ok with it. i'm making great strides in taking the blame off of myself when i eat three servings of baked cheetos instead of just one and don't get a chance to exercise because i work at school for ten hours and then i came home and work on my H-R star diagram until 3am. instead, i understand that i lead a mostly healthy lifestyle, and my life is too complicated at this point to expect to follow a perfect 1200-1500 calorie day everyday and a strictly disciplined work out schedule. also, chunk comes with stress, and my life is pretty fucking stressful.
2. i proposed a very simple idea for a floor treatment to the designer i'm assisting with the pre-thesis festival. she loved it and insisted that i bring it up at the production meeting, where the two heads of the production department, the tech director, lighting designers and other important people were present. they were cool with it. i was terrified despite the simplicity of the idea, and usually when i'm speaking in front of important people i stutter and stammer and make a mess, but i presented it with ease and surprising eloquence. they said ok! then i just had to get the go ahead from all five directors, a feat i thought was going to be impossible 'cause they are quite opinionated, but they all eerily accepted my idea on the spot.
3. on friday i was introduced to about 10 people with "if you guys don't know her already, this is kaitlyn mulligan, and she kicks ALL KINDS of ass." somewhere in those 10 people was the boy that broke my heart, and at that moment he crossed his arms and rested his head down on his desk and looked ALL KINDS of ashamed. YES! my badass reptuation is starting to solidify at brooklyn college. it was only a matter of time!
1. situations arose and this morning was the first time i've been able to work out in six days. my fat pants are now officially my regular pants. yet i am ok with it. i'm making great strides in taking the blame off of myself when i eat three servings of baked cheetos instead of just one and don't get a chance to exercise because i work at school for ten hours and then i came home and work on my H-R star diagram until 3am. instead, i understand that i lead a mostly healthy lifestyle, and my life is too complicated at this point to expect to follow a perfect 1200-1500 calorie day everyday and a strictly disciplined work out schedule. also, chunk comes with stress, and my life is pretty fucking stressful.
2. i proposed a very simple idea for a floor treatment to the designer i'm assisting with the pre-thesis festival. she loved it and insisted that i bring it up at the production meeting, where the two heads of the production department, the tech director, lighting designers and other important people were present. they were cool with it. i was terrified despite the simplicity of the idea, and usually when i'm speaking in front of important people i stutter and stammer and make a mess, but i presented it with ease and surprising eloquence. they said ok! then i just had to get the go ahead from all five directors, a feat i thought was going to be impossible 'cause they are quite opinionated, but they all eerily accepted my idea on the spot.
3. on friday i was introduced to about 10 people with "if you guys don't know her already, this is kaitlyn mulligan, and she kicks ALL KINDS of ass." somewhere in those 10 people was the boy that broke my heart, and at that moment he crossed his arms and rested his head down on his desk and looked ALL KINDS of ashamed. YES! my badass reptuation is starting to solidify at brooklyn college. it was only a matter of time!