nazareth campus is beautiful. i don't think i ever realized it before, and its not why i came here like i guess some people did. ive been here quite a few times for different things over the years but i never paid attention, and could not compare it to other colleges. now actually walking around through the path ways from class to class is really ( Read more... )

classes today were excellent. i really enjoyed them and am going to looove being a music major. watching musicians like the cangelosi cards and gordon in nyc, and also boilermakers two nights ago reminds me why i love and need to learn music. the other thing though, is that i am learning to better express myself on cello. its not the music that ( Read more... )

first day of college: i dunno ( Read more... )

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i never really understood before now how people can get so lost and hopeless and negative. during the school year i couldn't even see why people could be bored or isolated cuz i was so far from that.

but

now i am all of that.

...you know it has gotten bad when you are jealous of your little brother and upset that he ditches you for his

while i am still thinking about favorites i'll give you some more ( Read more... )

instead of doing anything productive lately i have been watching countless dance videos online, and through them my new favorite dancer has emerged. monica always talked about her being great, and she was inspiration to the girly shim sham which was possibly the first dance routine i learned, so sharon davis has always been in the back of my mind ( Read more... )

you know, part of the reason i have such a problem right now is that i feel expendable. like as soon as she is around i am not really that important i just provide a change of scenery. its ok to leave randomly unexpected for some foreign country and miss my big party because i'll always be here so some how that makes it ok. i don't mind when you ( Read more... )

im trying to stay rational and positive but am failing miserably. good thing im quiet... people think nothing of it. they don't even notice, and i probably won't say anything to them because i don't want to start something. it's not worth it and will go no where. mostly i just avoid eye contact, its all i can do ( Read more... )

found this really awesome article through carl yesterday and since then have been making my way through it, while clicking on all the links and going through some of those sites as well. its inspiring ( Read more... )