No more in your orbit, like a moth ( Read more... )

I shiver with love and need ( Read more... )

Gold flashes in dreams
Satin on leather
Soft, naked, warm
Tears, blood, semen, kisses
Stained angel sacrificed tonight
The torn heart gushes love inside another
Wings and heart beat close and strong
And aching
Oh in ecstasy
For you alone.

So i realised i dont have the patience - or the stillness! - needed to keep this going regularly and no one reads it anyway lol but here’s some latest stuff in summary ( Read more... )

Recent events have made me think a lot about the past and who i was and who i am now, and it's a long time since i wrote here so i thought i'd share it ( Read more... )

well so much 4 the happiness of my last entry ( Read more... )

Sorry to everyone i haven't been around much, I miss you and still love you. Austin, your entries are awesome and fill me with emotion for you, I'm sorry i don't have the time or presence of mind at the moment to do them justice. You are an amazing special guy, never forget it ( Read more... )

SHINE ( Read more... )

... of people not telling me the truth

whatever the reason I always know and it hurts more

... of putting other people first

when they take it for granted and put me last

... of selfishness

... of self-obsession

... of rudeness

... of ingratitude

... of love

Sometimes it's hard to keep caring - even when you know it's right.

Well - thanks to my friends on here for ALL YOUR COMMENTS RECENTLY LMAO ... i especially appreciated the 1 piece of advice i got on the urgent issue in the last entry and the overwhelming response to my poem (0 ( Read more... )