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I think most people have a sense of entitlement when it come to expecting honesty from other human beings. I think this is a behavior that we as a species have encouraged, because being able to count on honesty from others is beneficial to us as individuals. It helps to pare down the multiple realities behind each human interaction. It is an ( Read more... )

(11:11) Last night I had the unpleasant experience of listening to myself talk and realizing as I was talking, that I sounded like an asshole. The conversation was about love at first sight, and suddenly, without warning I found myself on the side those who are vehemently opposed to the existence of such a phenomenon. Listen to me, I thought, ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish i could go back there, to the time when I was young. back then I thought that mountains were sleeping creatures and would shift around late at night ( Read more... )

I never used to be able to understand that fully but looking back at pictures that I was never in. I think I have come to an understanding of sorts. I do not know my best friend/my mother, or what she stands for or even who she is. she doesn't know me. I love her. It's all a memory I never had. I need some canvases so I can paint and can draw back ( Read more... )

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I feel like there is no other solution to my problem. The escape is not out of my reach but is going to take time. I may smile and laugh at times but a smile only lasts a second. Laughter may be a cure but everything eventually falls back to where it was. I need to get out of here and go to a place that has more life to it. This town is fake like ( Read more... )

Yesterday when I was at wal-mart I heard a daughter say to her mother "What kind of jobs do people with tattoos get?" I heard the mother say "Any low class job...really...it's so gross and they'll never be professionals or taken seriously ( Read more... )

I got home around 4 this morning, slept til 10 when I woke up drenched in sweat barely being able to move... and on top of that I had trouble breathing. I woke up went to my bathroom, layed there til I finally got the energy to get up and move back up onto my bed.. I moved from there to my floor back up onto my bed before I got downstairs to my ( Read more... )

There's something in the way
that the night comes pouring down
upon this empty street as I am
nowhere to be found...
A lonely street lamp calls to me
in certain shades of grey,
but I can't find such comfort,
and so I look away...

Because I'm just passing time.
I'm just passing time...