So I'm not stressing out so much over my job....which is extremely good :) But I think its rather funny how addictive tanners get pissy when you don't tan them on their time limit.

I think musicians have an attraction to other musicians. Its like a magnetic pull...
I met a singer/relator which makes me kind of excited.

Finally!!!! YESS!!! It was about time!!!

I'm trying to act like I don't care that he hasn't called yet, but I do... are men just stupid or do they really know what they are doing? Because last time I checked --> Its protocol to call the girl after you kiss her, unless the kiss was bad and believe me it wasn't :/

Wow I felt like I didn't grasp any of the concepts at work today... How hard is it to work at a tanning salon?! I worked for a damn Chiropractor!!!! AH!!! What is my problem ( Read more... )

I pride myself as a strong individual, yet at times I fall short of this, usually in the presence of a male. I wish I could just push him out of my mind because then I forget and move on with my life being independent and prideful. Why is it we like the people that are so far from what we had imagined for ourselves? I just want to be free from this ( Read more... )

I'm in a rut... :(

crap! I gave in! And its just how I expected it to feel...amazing :(

I'm ready for Idaho. Of course I've been ready for Idaho for about 4 years now. Staying here, working while my friends are slowly starting there lives (we aren't even into the fall yet), nonetheless has made my itching to leave. Sometimes experiences lead us to want to start anew, but I think mine came with time as I matured and realized to be ( Read more... )

I'm not gonna lie, I saw it coming. Yet I did it anyways. And this is how it always happens, this is how it always ends. Its not so bad. The perfect picture of him in my mind was the one of him on the weekdays when he was completely sober. But the truth is you can't live two lives and you really can't win the "good girl" when you are the "bad boy ( Read more... )

I love this feeling, but I'm afraid it won't last. If I'm persuing it am I wasting my time?? Gosh! Why do I have to have the character flaw of thinking too much into things?! I'm always a scardy cat and I never just take the risk that my heart wants to. I guess what I'm really afraid of, is the outcome of my risks. Should I dive into it and hurt ( Read more... )