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I'm ready for Idaho. Of course I've been ready for Idaho for about 4 years now. Staying here, working while my friends are slowly starting there lives (we aren't even into the fall yet), nonetheless has made my itching to leave. Sometimes experiences lead us to want to start anew, but I think mine came with time as I matured and realized to be independent, I need to leave the nest. Why not leave the nest to the other side of the country? haha I'm so excited. Its going to be such an adventure, I can't wait to embark upon. I hate just sitting here in limbo though. It seems as if I have explored enough of Fenton for the 4 years I've lived here.
The hardest lesson I'm learning right now is realizing the things I want and the things that are right for me. I've never struggled with it before but especially with dating, its become difficult. I'm starting to let the infatuation kick in before I really take a look at the situation. For some reason all of my desires are coming out a lot easier than they used to and I'm not listening to my head. It bothers me because I'm worried how I'm going to deal with this next fall when I'm on my own. I definitely need to get a grip on myself.
Today I went to the mall and actually splurged. Something I never do. :) It felt amazing. haha Probably not good to do all the time, but just for today, it felt good.
At Applepee's there is so much drama! And which a bunch of adults. I'm talking 30 year olds who should have gotten past: "I'm going to pitch a conniption fit until I get my way", when they were two! It was insane! A week ago, when I coordinated, my coworker who is like 65 started crying and then my manager cried because her section wasn't being sat and I was trying to prepare her section for a party of 8 that was coming in. I mean can you say ridiculous. I think people work too long at these sorts of jobs. Its a little creepy... I will never feel the same about Applebees after working there.
Dante's last day today! I'm not gonna lie my friends have all left in one swoop! Who can blame them. There is absolutely nothing going on in this forsaken place except fluctuating weather and mean people.