Jun 14, 2007 02:08
I love this feeling, but I'm afraid it won't last. If I'm persuing it am I wasting my time?? Gosh! Why do I have to have the character flaw of thinking too much into things?! I'm always a scardy cat and I never just take the risk that my heart wants to. I guess what I'm really afraid of, is the outcome of my risks. Should I dive into it and hurt later, or save myself the heartache....
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I always thought the people who missed high school were loosers who never learned to grow up, but I can see why. High school actually is apart of your being. You learn how to become an individual, and you learn how to create your own story. In just 4 years, its not necessarily the education you take with you, its the memories of the transformation you've made. Maybe that is why its so hard to give it up. A piece of who we are is enbedded believe it or not, in high school. I never thought I would miss it, but I actually do...