Safe
I pride myself as a strong individual, yet at times I fall short of this, usually in the presence of a male. I wish I could just push him out of my mind because then I forget and move on with my life being independent and prideful. Why is it we like the people that are so far from what we had imagined for ourselves? I just want to be free from this feeling...I feel as though I am wasting my time. Especially with him. But I feel safe when he holds me, and I haven't felt that in a long time...