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haunted by nightmares
I cannot rest. They haunt me during the night.
I cannot escape. They haunt me during the day.
I can't close my eyes. They're always there, waiting.
I hear my own screams in the silence.
There is nowhere for me to go to get away from everything They have inflicted upon me.
Even after all these years, all this time, they continue to hurt me. Haunt me.
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Song dedications to Kasyn
Specific song dedications for/to Kasyn.
It makes me feel oddly when all I can give to you are the words of another to express my own feelings. You're smart. You can figure it out, I'm sure. Don't let me down.
Don't give me a reason to go back.
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"Ghost Love Score" sung by Nightwish
To Kasyn: Does this sound familiar? It should.
"We used to swim the ( Read more... ) -
ramble
Ah, it's Yaoi Con planning time again.
What is the Yaoi Con?
-A convention held in California (in a hotel conference room/ball room) that showcases the "celebration of boy-boy love in anime and manga". It's a convention made for fans to get together, squeal in delight, buy stuff, hold discussions, compete in competitions (written, video, costumes), ( Read more... ) -
Songs that amuse me
"Bare Grace Misery" (Nightwish ( Read more... ) -
approaching holiday
The Easter holiday is approaching (it's this Sunday, I believe). Which translates to: this is not a good time for the System ( Read more... ) -
annoyed
Why does he annoy me so much? Does he really think it helps in some way to agitate me? He knows that if he makes me angry he pays the price (he never gets away from me unscathed).
You would think that, knowing that, he would back off. Makes sense to not provoke someone.
Maybe his masochistic side is just more dominant now. I don't know. If that's ( Read more... ) -
Session
Kasyn needs to learn to keep his mouth shut...Then again, he's used to having it open for other, more pleasurable reasons that don't involve speaking, so he may just be used to it...May as well articulate while he has the chance ( Read more... ) -
More information
I managed to find more information on the characters I previously mentioned (last posting ( Read more... ) -
For Dr. M's benefit
This is for Dr. M's benefit, so she can be on the "same page" with Us.
I know you probably didn't have a clue as to who I was referring to in my prior e-mails (no offense), so I'm going to enlighten you.
Disclaimer: These are *my* descriptions of these characters which means they are *my* interpretations of behavior. The images used are not mine, ( Read more... ) -
"Earthian" (manga series)
We're all reading a manga (Japanese-art graphic novel) called "Earthian", and I have to admit that I like it ( Read more... )