Apr 11, 2006 00:22
Why does he annoy me so much? Does he really think it helps in some way to agitate me? He knows that if he makes me angry he pays the price (he never gets away from me unscathed).
You would think that, knowing that, he would back off. Makes sense to not provoke someone.
Maybe his masochistic side is just more dominant now. I don't know. If that's the case, he's definitely being indulged right now.
Whatever it is, it's annoying the hell out of me.
"Harry" is still driving us up the wall.
Whenever it seems like he's settled, it starts up again. I really want to just...hurt him.
"You can't do that. He doesn't know what he's doing. He's not responsible for it."
Okay then. I'll hurt our glorious Host. It's her fault.
"You can't do that, either. If you hurt her, it'll just make "Harry" worse off."
Probably right.
Stuck between a rock and a hard place (and it's not the one I prefer to be in).
I at least convinced Kasyn to tie "Harry" down while they're alone, to minimize attacks.
"It's not being mean, it's a safety precaution."
I'm leaving the kids alone for now. I'm delving back into my s-m habits. It seems to be more satisfying at times (I suppose that's due to the fact that it's been so long since I've done it).
Kasyn seems marginally happier for this development. "You're hurting yourself, that isn't good."
"Would you rather I go back to Them?"
"No."
Then there. Stop complaining.
Is he never happy?
Kasyn is to blame for his misery. He brings it on himself.
(Note: I have new LJ Userpics. Yay; more self-expression.)
It's a shame "Harry" is transforming...he really was a great lay. I'll just have to see if the "new" One is just as good.