I think it's the holidays getting to me. I've seen the cutest "babys first halloween costumes" and I think that should have been my baby in that. I can't walk past baby isles at the store without almost wanting to cry. I can't watch baby movies anymore cause It just makes me miss what I should have had. I've been trying to get pregnant again for 10 ( Read more... )

I know it's been a while since I updated, but I've been going through some rough patches lately. I've been really depressed lately so I went to do the doctor to talk about a change in medication, since mine doesn't seem to be working, and have gave me a new kind and diagnosed me with mild bi-polar. I don't know where that came from, I don't think I ( Read more... )

Last night, she said ( Read more... )

Yesterday is a day I'd like to forget ( Read more... )

My luck has kinda  been crap lately, at least when it comes to my car. Last week on Tuesday I got into an accident with a truck, like one of those box trucks. He came into my lane and I hit the brakes and the horn. He Swiped the whole stil of my car. He took off my mirror and my front head light. :(  So I was unable to drive it at night, due to ( Read more... )

Well, I had my first baby doctor visit. She said that for now everything looks good, but because of my kidney disease and my high blood pressure, I am considered a high risk pregnancy.That means more doctors, more visits and more caution ( Read more... )

Well, this weekend was a long one ( Read more... )

I'm pregnant <3

and so happy :D

I never thought I would feel like this so soon.

I never thought it would be surrounding me like it is.

I never thought I would want this so bad.

It's been a while since I updated. People wonder why ( Read more... )